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I'm tired, mad, cold, and hungry. Yet people continue to fuck with me. What the fuck is wrong with this fucking world? If some christian chick was sitting no the bus reading her bible I wouldn't say shit. But no!!!! I sitt on the bus and get called a damn devil worshiper! How the fuck can I worship something I don't fucking believe in? Oh and guess what! I puched the wall and now my hands fucking bleeding. Just fucking great!!!!!!............ life is fucked up. Even after all I've been through..... the beatings, the pregnancy, the fights, growing up never knowing if your parents even love you. I still have a fucked up life. I don't even know how my mom could sit there and say she doesn't know why I use to cut! My dad (when I was like 6 or 7) use to back me up in the corner, having a cig in his hand and blow on the fire making the sparks fly in my face. I'd cry and he'd laught. Since he left my mom (the day she came home with me) (new born) he's been in and out of my life. I've had 8 step moms since then. Damn it sad, I can name them all. He'd take there money and go spend in on crack. Then come back, they'd get in an arguement and he'd end up beating the fuck out of me. When I was 12 he stole all the christmas presents and sold them for crack! Yet I have no reason to cut myself to releave my stress and built up emotions. FUCK THIS SHIT! FUCK MY MOM, FUCK MY DAD, FUCK EVERYBODY!

I hate the fucking human race! It annoys me beyond reason. How can you feel bad one minute because someones fucking with you and the next start picking apart someone weaker! humans are despicable! There is no reason for people to tear at each others emotions. But thats why I perfer the Vampiric race better. We all have power. No ones weaker no ones stronger. We are all the same. Well I got to go make another human happy. I wish I got something back.......