Don't judge me by my looks.
Don't judge me by my name.
Don't judge me because of how i talk.
Don't judge me by my family.
Don't judge me because of my friends.
Only person you should be judging is yourself.
People that stare are people that are having pain or saddness.
I stare, all the time.
Watching girls that walk with their head held high, thinking their what i wish i was.
I only stare because i imagine how they come crashing down in the end.
I have sick thoughts, and i love it.
People call me crazy, insane, discusting.
But please don't judge me :)
I've been searching for the right guy.. but i just can't take this anymore! I've been single for awhile and I've dated all preppy boys.. I want a real vamp boyfriend! Where I live theres like none.. that i know of atleast.. I'm sick of searching. I just want someone to hold me and love me, stick by me through everything.. *sigh* Life sucks.
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that sux
Are you looking in the right place? the right time? the right person?
yay i love when it rains, right now im just sitting looking out the window eating reese's puffs..mmm..
I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm at my breaking point.
I need something to change mylife so i'm not holding a knife in my hand every waking moment.
will someone rescuse me?
It makes me laugh when i think to myself, " if i could be a supervillin who would i be?" i really don't know. Do you? Maybe the dark side of spider man, because climbing is pretty cool. And having black web shooting out of my palm would be even better. Who would you be?
I'm more then that. I'm important to my society, in more then one way. If you don't understand don't ask. I switched over to the dark side. I prayed and prayed the pain would leave my soul ,but yet, it hides deep inside me. So if he won't heal me i might as well stop asking for help. I might look like your average teenage girl with teenage problems, but i'm much worse, so much more dangerous. Look at me wrong and it's the end of the road for you. Question my actions? I'd think not. I will stay in the shadows untill he pulls me into complete darkness.
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Lordpeace
06:37 Sep 01 2009
be yourself there is no one else you can be
and don't sit for the judgements of others
because you are who you should be
if the time comes when yo need a lifeline
reach out and one will be there