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damn morals! its one of those days...you've all had them ...where you wake up and want anybody to rip your clothes off and violate you. sheesh... I wake up raging...craving attention...physical touch...but I can't do it to myself...I never could...I suppose I need to get over that...but here's my little secret... I lay in bed and close my eyes.... I imagine pretty much anyone I want...he's there with me...I've become so good at this...sometimes I think I really feel his lips pressed against my stomach...his hands grabbing my hips ...massaging them,while sliding my underwear odd...its fascinating ...I just let this man do whatever my imagination allows... most of the time I don't even imagine the sex...because I've already...well...hehe you know..by the time he's done between my legs....probably what really helps is I do spread my legs and moan and squirm and move around...I pretend my hands are pinned above my head, like his larger hands are holding my wrists tightly. ..

There are other times where I will imagine I am a servant..or some sort of maid... and I am forced to follow his instructions...sheesh no wonder I never leave my house on these days...so can anyone else do this?

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lavisbre
23:40 Jan 31 2008

wish i could lol

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Is something I will never ever do again...fuck humans... its worthless... it will always end badly... i am two emotions away from saying fuck everybody and disconnecting away from all my friends and family... nothing ever goes right when I'm around... I must be cursed. This is so a poor me journal... im sure this happens to everybody and im sure everybody also has that one person in their life where they think "this one is different, nothing bad will happen with this one"... yeah they arent special no one is special... its all the same... fuck it all.

jarjar binks is my velveteen rabbit..he's very precious to me...last night was his first night sleeping outside. I bought him a big beautiful hutch and a nice fluffy bed and blanket and a burrow nest and hay...I went out at 11pm to check on him and he was wrapped up in his blanket asleep on his bed.. I reached in to touch his fur and he was nice and warm...this morning he was snacking on hay and was just perfect. woo!! im glad he's okay.

I am thinking about getting him a female bunny friend and seeing if anything happens...but im not too sure yet. my next step is to build a fence around the hutch so I can let him out to run ...I really need to start taking him to the park more often and walk him. (yes..I taught him how to walk on a leash).

anywho one of these days I will put more pictures up and will include him and my two cats.

sheesh..im turning into the neighborhood animal woman...