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i guess im getting too much sleep because im getting depressed



like today i had some joyous moments with nalani and Master but other than that i've felt so low



today just felt like everything was wrong



when phill told me he had a bad day he just generalized what happened



normally when he has a bad day he says he likes to talk to me because im the only person who makes him feel better but when he got home he saidhe would just call me after he got to his moms



now realize this, he was going to be picked up at 8 and get to his moms at 9



he got home from work at 5 so he didnt wannna talk to me at all then



i thought maybe he was just getting picked up early but he told me he didnt get to his moms til 9:30



then he calls me at 10 and talk s to me for 24 minutes only



and all day he didnt text me unless i texted 'i love you', all others were ignored



needless to say i felt like shit and to make it worse i was home alone after 6 and on and being alone gets me depressed by itself



so all of that together just made me break down and cry



how was your day

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Lordpeace
20:29 Mar 01 2009

sounds like someone desparately needed to be hugged

and yes he should have given you some idea of what went on encourage him tospeakto you a little more let him know when he has a bad day that he should take advantage of the fact that you are there for him and just talking can sometimes be more important then saying i love you

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These are the first rules given to me by sister and Sir:



1. Must be honest at all times, you never need have fear to lie I am not here to hurt you, and truth gives you less of a punishment



2. Must tell me your schedule beforehand so W/we know when you are busy



3. Must respect all people no matter what title



4. While with M and I you are MINE



5. Must watch your actions and always be polite



6. Must be on time when asked, a legitimate excuse while running late is acceptable, but not after being late



7. Humility, Honesty and Trust, self explanatory, you need those



8. Must be willing to learn and listen, for W/we too will learn and listen to you



9. Will accept punishment when it's given with no resistance



10. Will do what is asked of her



11. When you have questions about something, do not hesitate or be afraid to ask, we're here to teach and to show



12. When with M and I, do not speak Vanilla



13. You will earn rewards as well



14. You are a part of the family, you are loved as such



15. You must trust us as we are to trust you