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Loss sucks..
21:11 Jul 29 2018
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So I lost my grandma on wednesday this week. She was 85 and a big part of my life growing up was with my grandparents. I called them Ma and Dad, because when I was little I would hear my mom and her brothers coming in and saying it and so I did too..My grandma was very special to me and the one relative I knew gave a crap about me still..when recent issues screwed up my life, my grandma was calling me nearly everyday to make sure I was ok, until she had a stroke that severly limited her talking. She had many ailments thru her life and my grandfather had already passed of cancer nearly 25 years ago, I guess I should feel glad I had my grandma til the age I am, but it is still very painful and hard for me to process...Ive not been very talkative and Im sorry to those I do communicate with for the distance recently while I have been trying to get my thoughts back to normal.

COMMENTS

LORDMOGY
21:21 Jul 29 2018

Condolences

VvBLOODLUSTvV
21:48 Jul 29 2018

I am sorry for your loss take all the time you need.

AbsintheandBlood
22:19 Jul 29 2018

I am so sorry for your loss Bats

Toxicbite29
14:53 Oct 18 2018

My deepest condolences. I hope that your thoughts return to normal soon.

Mummy
01:14 Nov 29 2018

Sorry bats, dear hon hugs,

life sucks sometimes
01:15 Jul 23 2018
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this weekend has had some ups and downs, more downs tho..got a nail in my foot friday..saturday went to the movies with my son saw 2 different movies, that was fun..during the show my mom started trying to call, apparently she has been in hospital since wednesday..fluids in her lungs..she has somekind of infection that isnt getting better..I called for update today, she was supposed to be moved to hospice, but hasnt been yet. The outlook is not good, my aunt was told she may not even make the drive to hospice..She has basically given up, she is refusing meds, refusing oxygen, barely eating. I was blessed to have my grandma til the age I am. but is is very depressing that its almost over. I dont really know what to do, I cant even talk to her since she is on the other side of the country and can not talk well since a stroke last year..Im just really not in a good place..This really sucks, and makes you feel so helpless and powerless..

COMMENTS

SweetLittleLies
01:33 Jul 23 2018

I am sorry you are going through this Bats. I have had a recent loss as well just this past March. It is hard to see them lose life and struggle. I am still not right and it has been 4 months. ::hugs:: Sending you positive energy in this troubled time.