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Help me please

I say this with sincerity

I'm more confused

Than I'd want to believe

And more lost

Than I dared imagine I could be



Give me a light

To see through the fog

Before it swallows me completely

Trust I want to ask myself

But know that I can't speak

My voice is under lock and key



Offer me your hand

Though I'll reach out to take it

So grasp mine in your own

And drag me to where you stand

So I can see for a moment

Why I should never let go



Tell me what to do

Force me to open my eyes

Help me to clear my sickly mind

So I can see what's right

I lie because I want want to

I lie because I need to

It's the only thing I know

The only way to survive

They all tie together

And they form a perfect life



The first one tastes like ash

In the back of my throat

It burns like acid when I let it out

And I think to myself

Maybe truth would have been smoother

But now I'm in

It's too hard to back down



They pile up together

Build up walls that keeps me safe

Then suddenly I look around

Where's the door

I could have swore I had one somewhere

It's too high to climb out

Too far to fall down



Can anybody hear me

I've been in here for a while

Did you notice that I'm gone

The girl out there's not me

Don't take her hand

She doesn't feel for you

She doesn't feel at all



Clawing at the brick

I can't even make a dent

And now I watch in horror

As they stand and shake their heads

They finally noticed

But now It's too late

The walls crash down

And I'm left lying underneath