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I have now realized how cruel someone can be when you are in love with them, or at least think you are. Recently I can say I have gone through hell in this category. I thought I was in love him, I really did. He has broken my heart once again. I know I deserve better than him, but I am still in love with him. he hates me at this point even though I am not aware of what I could have done wrong. What did I ever do to be cursed with falling for a guy like him. In his eyes, I must be worthless, he would not be treating me like this if he did not. I have to say I am honestly disappointed in myself. I never realized how cruel love was until I fell for him. I officially feel as if love has disregarded me, cast me out. I no longer feel the need to be with such a person or anyone at all.

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masterwolf
13:44 Aug 31 2010

i know how you feel my dear and i'm here for you anytime

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The upcoming school year has got me very worried. I am not ready for all the drama and insults I have ready to be hurled at me. Gym class is always the worst. Well at least I am now an upperclassmen and can not be treated half as bad as I was except for by the seniors and my fellow classmates. I would really love to go to a place where people would actually understand. Where people are not insulting you for being punk or goth. What they do not understand is that that is the way I live, they cannot control it. Has anyone else been through this? If so, care to give me a little bit of advice?

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LordRazr
00:45 Aug 25 2010

The only thing you can really do is try to ignore them and keep your cool dont ever let them see you cry or get upset. That just makes them want to do it more be strong keep your head up in due time everyone gets whats coming to them

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Kaine
01:45 Aug 25 2010

Don't sweat them ,there probably just unhappy with them selves and this is there way of showing it .You jsut happen to be the easiest target cause your the one that sticks out in a crowd,but don't let that get you down ,know that you are special in your own way and they can't take that from you.

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eriklucifergarner
23:54 Aug 27 2010

We all go throught his, even though I know it may offer no consolation at the moment. Don't let them make you sad. Let their stupidity and ignorance be there downfall. We all know that their unaccepting you means that they don't deserve to have you around, they aren't good enough for your presence. You don't need those fools.

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volrath
01:27 Aug 29 2010

there are places to go to be treated like a human mainly goth clubs and punk shows theres nothing you can do about the norms but wave your freak flag high thats what i do anayways

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It surprises me sometimes how life can be so cruel. The way it just throws ginormous burdens on you and expects you to carry them all. I have realized, that this thing we call life, is not really anything except for a test of survival. In other words who can carry the most burdens and live the longest. I have now realized that it is worth living though. I desire to be one of those who has carried the weight of the world on their shoulders and has lived to tell about it.

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Silverhawk
03:50 Aug 23 2010

Welcome to Club Atlas then...:)



Merry Meet and Welcome to the Rave

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