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So, I dumped him... just a couple days ago. We had put several years into that relationship. So much love shared but I simply wasn't ready for a relationship. So, within those two days, after his whining and complaining about how much he loved me, he starts dating a random stranger. And after the respect I had for our relationship, I refused to date another for at least a week. Wtf? I kept getting hit on and everything, yet I denied every one of them. That was just cold and disrespectful. I must not have meant as much as he made it seem. I am not mad or angry... I am just slightly hurt at the fact that he could move on so quickly after all his begging and pleading for me to stay.

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bloodredatrophy15
14:39 Apr 08 2012

Wtf?

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Isis101
22:25 Apr 08 2012

I think that his 'moving on' is more of a reflection of his young age. And the fact that he may just be dating this other woman so quickly to get a rise out of you.

Stick to your guns and your morals! From what little we know here, it looks like you did make the right decision.

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Well, I had to let Michael go. I simply am not the "settling down" type. I wish more guys I date could understand that, because he surely didn't. I almost feel bad. But I just don't want a relationship right now. It's not that I didn't love him. I never loved anyone more than I loved him. I'm just not ready for it all. And sadly, he's younger than me... much younger, and he's ready. I'm too free spirited I suppose.

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Isis101
22:57 Apr 07 2012

Wait - I'm confused. Is this the guy you mentioned that you couldn't stop thinking of? Or is this the current boyfriend?

In any case, I'm assuming that you all are young, and you all have time to settle down later - if you want.



Do something creative to help clear your mind...it is at these times when creativity really flows.



Good luck, chica.

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Athyriel
12:59 Apr 08 2012

Michael is the man I was dating. Wolfy is the one I couldn't forget. lol Just thought I would clear that up for anyone who reads these. ^_^

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Having issues... My mind is full of fog. I can't forget him. My past love haunts me. No matter what I do. No matter how much I push him out of my head. He stays with me. I feel like a lousy girlfriend. Why must I be so connected to him? Why do I feel like I would die if he did? He brought out the animal within. Damn lycan. I believe I might still love him. I hurt him so horribly. I'm not even sure if it's fixable. And the man I am with currently, loves me to death. I am at a loss. My heart is totally confused. I don't know what to do... Someone, somewhere, something....PLEASE! I need a sign!

Well, I suppose the world is full of comedic tragedies and tragic comedies. I suppose my life is both as well. My one and only love, bless his heart, is in a state far away from mine, yet we still manage to stay together. Years have passed and our love grows stronger. We have plans as to how we are going to make this work. Several actually. But first we must wait. For what, I cannot tell you personally... But this wait is excruciating.

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Isis101
01:33 Apr 05 2012

I hope that the wait will make the reunion that much sweeter...!

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Well, I suppose I can try this journal thing. Don't have much to type since I am just starting my day. Maybe tonight I will stop by and add some more entries. Maybe I'll also be in a poetic mood.