Ive realised many things in this past year...
one that the physical transformation of myself was gonna be a cakewalk compared to my emotional and mental transformation i was fixing to undergo...
My body was put under medications and a knife...
I can overcome medications i was a crack baby come on if we live a good life were tough as diamonds when were older
and i was a cutter i put knifes to my skin for many years
so as i said the physical was a cakewalk...
the Mental change that was the second best Im FtM ive always had the mentality of a guy thats why im changing my body...
the emotional change now that took potshots at my strength and endurance its not a lie people men and women are wired differently we dont cry because we were taught not to we dont cry because we choose to feel and show that happier emotions theres just something that allows us to do it better i guess...
now the one challenge i had that almost tore me in two...
getting people to accept that im male now...
so to set the records straight
its Ashton not Ashlen
its male not female
its he not she
its him not her
i made it as clear as i could so if you still dont get it your an idiot and i dont usually hang with idiots
so to make the summary in a few lines
"i'm happy for the first time im happy and if you fuck with my happy i will fuck you up"
COMMENTS
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gusion
04:01 May 19 2012
Always rember...
Them who are dragging you down. Just means your above them..
dewd.. what ever happens, always stay on top.
ChastityMaundrell
16:39 Nov 14 2012
I am glad you are happy and is doing good. ^_^