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You ever just sit back and think..man life sure is grand then 5 minutes later all hell breaks loose?

I wish hell would just go away.

Josh, I love you to death, but you drive me crazy. I drive myself crazy.

I feel like everything happens and it is always my fault. My family stopped arguing...all becuase I left. My dad stopped doing drugs...all becuase I moved out.

People seem to do alot better when I'm not around and I get told that almost daily.

"I'm not yelling at you because I don't love you." my mom's favorite quote. "Its just because you're a failure."



"I miss you...why don't you come home" says my dad. I go home and guess what..he's never there....when he is I get told my horses are for sale, I don't need my car, he sold my car without telling me, forging my signature on the freaking title. When he does come home guess what..he is either drunk or I'm alseep.

*Screams* I am at the point were I can put on a smile and keep going but I hurt inside.

I don't want to say anything due to the fact that Josh worries about me too much already and he comes home and cries to me about how tired he is.

Yeah..sounds fun.



My car got broken into...the landlady said "Well..its your fault. You should keep a better eye on your car." Its in your freaking parking lot!!!!!!



NO JOSH I AM NOT SUICIDAL AGIAN!!!!!!!!!