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Waken again same old surroundings staring back at me

Nothings changed, slight darkness still looming in the room

Lying here, trying to find meaning

Closing my eyes, as i throw my self into the pit of darkness created inside myself



Maybe i can find some understanding if i let this all out

This pain this suffering, its left me emotionless and cold

It wants feeding again, it wants me to feel pain to feed its ever growing appetite

Its insatiable un endeding, shouting at me contantly it wants to get out

Maybe i should let it, it tells me ill feel better... in fact ill feel better than ive ever felt before



I cant i know what it will do

I can feel its strength growing every time the world casts me out

Im stronger, this is what i tell my self

I just hope it never knows im lying to myself

There i go again lying again, to my self these days

It makes it better if only for a little while



He wants out so bad, its getting harder to push back the urges

I dont want to hurt them but i may have no choice one day

Slowy his crys and shouts , his thumping pain through my skull starts to die away

Tonights battle is won

Sleep now

Rest for tommorows re-match

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DestroyingAngel
08:46 Aug 12 2010

The perfect way I could desrcibe life, in general now days...IS RIGHT HERE.

*hugs*

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