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I'm feeling cold today

Not hurt just Fucked away

I'm devastated and frustrated

God I feel so bound

You're the one who's always screaming at me

I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free

What the fuck more do you want me to be?

Why must you do this to me?

Counting, on me.

Always hoping I'll be

There for all of your problems

and in turn you're never there for me

You sucked the life out of me

You hate everything you see

I can't take this anymore

I always stay when I should leave

You see the pain in my face

While you keep putting me down

Pounding, it starts again

Hurting, oh where do I begin?

Screaming, they dance around my head

Hoping, they'll maybe end up dead

I'm not doing great

I feel like I'm dead

Not thinking straight

Inside my body, troubled, full of hate

I had to let it out before it's too late

Deep Inside, It can't hide!

Feeling so lost and betrayed

Why does this happen to me every time

Stuck in this place, where I can't escape

Screaming and clawing from deep inside

Why won't it fade

Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok",

I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain

I guess this is a lie, I have made

What am I doing?

I can't believe this

I have been hiding

Wanting to be less

Giving to people,

They take from me

Always they bringing drama to me

Realized I can never win

Sometimes I feel like I have failed

Inside where do I begin

My mind is laughing at me

Tell me why am I to blame

Aren't we suppose to be the same

I feel the life pulled from me

I feel the anger changing me

Betrayed

I feel so enslaved

Today, Hoping in time,

Will bury all this pain

And will awake something inside

Trust nobody

I don't know who to call a friend

they all just pretend to be

You fill your lies around me

and you think you've won

You feel you can control me

with the things you've done

You think that you can take me

you think that you can play me

you're going to start to hate me

I feel that you disgraced me

I can not ever find a way

To throw these darkened thoughts away

Need a place to hide

Its thrown in my face everyday

Guess that’s the price I have to pay

For what’s inside my mind

Run away no where

Too chicken shit, two face

I'm gunna go there

The fear I cannot taste

You think you got me (you laugh)

You're gunna tumble down (you laugh)

Keep coming for me (fuck off)

I'll drop you on the ground

You're gunna feel how (alright)

I really am with you (you're right)

You're going no where (must stop)

Don't really know what to do (you're right)

It's going to go on (fuck off)

Until you run away (alright)

You can't control me

You best do it my way (you won)

We are estranged

We are deranged

I can't explain

How you all break me apart

I am to blame, for everything

I like this game, that you all

make me play

Spinning inside rotting away

Something inside of me has been taken away

Feeling my heart breaking in vain

It won't get better now

When will this end?

I can't seem to get away

I feel I'm here so you can play

With my head

There's nothing I can say

I keep feeling like I'm to blame

When will this end?

The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you

You're always trying and the lying always shines right thru

My God I hate this

Always take shit

Can I let this go on?

Why can't I break this

I just take this

As this goes on and on

I will make it go away

can't be here no more

Seems this is the only way

I will soon be gone

these feelings will be gone

these feelings will be gone

Am I going to leave this place?

What is it I'm running from?

is there nothing more to come?

I guess god's up in this place?

what is it that I've become?

is there something more to come?

The hurt inside is fading

This shit's gone way too far.

All this time I've been waiting

No I can not grieve anymore.

For what's inside awaking.

I'm not, I'm not a whore

You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.

So I thought you'd disappear

Being alone is what you fear

Are you lonely?

Yes, lonely.

Rolling, and throwing, consoling

Everything that goes this far

Joking and hoping, revolting

All that shit that's who you are

Holding, and scolding, revolving

Peel it back, reveal the scar.

Loathing, exploding, controlling

This is what you really are.

The time is coming

You've gone insane

Your really happy

You've won the game

The time is coming

A bed of flames

Your life is over

And you’re to blame

I'll take this time

To let out what’s inside

Cuz I will break

Sometimes I wish you'd die

Full of sorrow

You raped and stole my pride.

And all this hate is bottled up inside

My heart's breaking

Man you really ripped it out

You take pleasure watching as

I claw my way out

The hurt rising

Soon it's gunna to tear my soul out

My life is such a waste

Begging on something to work this time

But why can't I relate?

Feeling all I do is get what's mine

Holding on to faith, never gave me nothing but despair

So why do I create just to be swallowed?

All of my hate cannot be found

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

So you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground

I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies

I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown

I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me

And I'll pull the trigger

And you're down, down, down

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate

Will he keep fuckin' with me? There's no where else to go!

Maybe I'm to blame

maybe I'm a Liar

maybe we're the same

nothing can stop the fire

I can't feel my heart

but I feel the shame

Nothing left to say

soon I'll fade away









Disclaimer: All of these are lyrics from Korn, I just took a few and rearranged them a bit.