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A few times a week I let darkness fill me and take over my mind. I feel better in the dark. No one to worry about me, no one to hurt, no one to kill. The darkness comes and saves me. Makes me think clearly. Makes me understand why it is the way it is.

A peek inside my mind, Are you sure you really want to see? ok you asked for it...

I see dead bodies everwhere, friends neighbors, some relatives. people who don't understand me, people who do understand me.

What is it that made them turn on me? What is it that made me kill them all?

Nothing. Just thought it would be a good idea at the time.

A bad dream. I see it in my head everyday. The thought that makes me stop. Is what if my son found out? what if he knew how crazy I was? I cry, is there no help for me.

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Oceanne
17:40 Jun 06 2011

Oh yes there is...your son.



He helps you just by your love for him.

I hope those terrible scenes will leave you with some peace.That must not be an easy thing to see.

:(

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