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Crying in the night

Exlpoiting those people

It's taken me aback

Relaizing those dreams were crushed

And I crushed them

Now Im paying

And hoping or wishing

It would be different

Though it will never change





The key is here

The lock unopened

My eagerness shows

Temptation is strong

But resisting is instinct

The lock will open someday

When the walls fall

And all is nothing





The waiting never ends

It just is

You can never be sure about it

You worry and mourn

But the world keeps spinning

The happiness is always one step ahead

Your mind seems 5 steps behind

The waiting never ends





He thought about her everyday

Stunning, Beautiful

The idealistic angel

The one he would never have

She was Graceful, Elegant

All the things girls today are not

She was Untouchable, but Desirable

She made his head hurt

She made his heart burn





The idea of love excited them

Enthralled them

Young love, how beautiful

Somehow love turned it's back

The hurtful words along with the bruises

It scarred them forevemore

Yet they were connected with an unexplicable force

I sometimes wonder if it will ever relese it's hold

To be punished for the idea of love

Forever connected, they will never truly love another soul

Ever





The belife that change is coming

The hope that a new beginning is near

She fell...

And she fell

Rock bottom she hit

Hopes gone

Dreaming never agin

It failed her, one time to many

BEAUTIFUL

They rustle and blow

I cannot reach them

Beatiful as they be

One by one

They fall

Withering and fading

As all beatiful things do





PAINFUL AWAKEINGS

Her cries awaken me

Stripping me of her hope

The anger takes over

Filling me with her darkness

Horrific

The screams

The pain that is brought should be heard...

Nevermore never again

But again

Her cries awaken me

I wish

I wish

Over

Again





MY PATH

The path is chosen

Already woven

Never change

With or without my consent

It will

It goes on forever

Meeting to my end





ILLUISIONS

The truth be told

The lies be told

The sacrafice

The love

The illusion of peace

Nevermore

Once again

The lie will tell

Once more





HER THOUGHTS

She was broken

Simplistic

In a realistic world

She thought

But the truth would be known

Seeking everthing and nothing

Still broken

She was broken