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Dark Dark World of Mine
09:02 May 27 2006
Times Read: 612

I am in my room and there is only one candle burning

I sit crawled up into a ball in a dark corner

My dark black heart breaks so bad, death is what it is yearning.

I can feel the hatred of the world upon me tonight,

I have no reason to want to go on without you

I never want to see the sun shining so bright,

No never again.



I can now feel something warm run down my arm and over my hands

I have a peice of paper in front of me and with my blood I write I love you foreverlasting

I stare at it in hopes you do see this paper so you know that I loved you til the end

At least, I know you won't be having that one question to be asking



I feel faint and starting to black out with a smile on my dark face

Happiness is right arond the corner in just a few minutes for me

I won't have to worry about being in a good place

I am sorry I was such a bore you didnt want me

So away I go to a nice dark place for my eternal sleep



Love is forever dead!





Copyright ©2006 Shirley Jean Ashby

Final Time!
09:00 May 27 2006
Times Read: 614

Today my dark prince was the final time!

There will be no more breaking my heart.

It is killing me now to just give up on you

but you love staying away and I hate being apart!



Why do you vow your love to me with tears

then you run away and leave me alone?

Then you come back to me and you know I am waiting for you loyally and lovingly at home.

You stay for awhile and we make the best love

then few days later your off and gone!



Well, tonight was the last time I will be ignored

It seems your friends are more important

You were the only reason I ever came around

Well guess my reason is now gone for good

Your off and running with others

Doesn't matter I sit here and cry out my eyes

Doesn't matter how bad I hurt

All that matters is your friends and your world



I was nothing but a bore to you

All you wanted was sex and thats it

you never really loved me

You just said the words to get your way

We couldn't talk like best friends

that is the way it was suppose to be

But it never was, you wouildn't let it get that way

WEll today is the final day...Will just sit in my darkness and hurt all night.



Copyright ©2006 Shirley Jean Ashby

Will I ever find a perfect Dark Soul for me?
08:59 May 27 2006
Times Read: 615

Will I ever find a perfect Dark Soul for me?





Laying all alone in a cemeterie staring up at the blood moon in the sky,

I just lay there and begin to pray to my moon goddess

Wanting her to help me achieve the love I beleive that is for me, but where I cry?

Where do I look? what do I do? I want it naturally, not through any love spell I could conjure up.



I want this love to be real! He has to be my best friend as well as my lover and when I am sick I want his TLC.



I no longer want to be sad and lonely!

I no longer want to lay in my bed at night and cry blood tears! I have tried too long, maybe i am trying to hard? maybe I should just be patient although I am 39 yrs old for him to come and rescue me and make me happy in a dark little world forever? I so fear that dream is over.



Or am I just insane?





Copyright ©2006 Shirley Jean Ashby

Dream Lover
08:57 May 27 2006
Times Read: 616






Dark man that invades my wicked dreams at night!!!!



You are my blood moon on a dark erotic night!

You are the passion in each of my vampiric kisses!

I yearn to scratch my nails down your back,

Our time together would be sooo delicious!



I can see you enter my room through my window,

Sneaking in like a black cat on a hot summer night,

Your hands upon my body feels like ghostly spirits touching me,

And your bites upon my neck never felt so painfully right!





Dark man , come take me tonight!!





Copyright ©2006 Shirley Jean Ashby