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You underestimating my intelligence, by lies so foolish you dont think i see through you.
says more about your intelligence than mine.
unfortunately i was too young to see it at that point. again.
says more about you than it does me.
but now that i am grown.. and have held all this inside for so long.
let you do your thing, with me in the background observing. watching.
the practice have done master.
it does not matter what you say.
because you never follow through.
it doesnt matter what you think
because in the end you have no clue
.
did i love a half brainer?
I think i did.
thats so typical you shaq.
Love has never been your strong side.
always taking me for granted.
all the times i forgave you
looked through fingers
turned the cheek
all the times ive spared you from the hard truth
the times ive kept shit in to protect you.
all the times i stood there.
for your endless plea of an angel.
someone to save you.
with open arms and bright light.
all the times you turned it to shadow.
come this way.
i will leave you scorned.
im not vegefull.
but youre not going to step on my wings again.
It’s easy for a human to
Get addicted to our touch.
The energy of comfort or thrill
Rushing through their body making
It tingle and raises hair
There’s no doubt you’ll feel
When we’re there
Its a matters of the spirit
Recognized only be the soul.
Some people just don’t get a hint.
If you message me and I don’t answer.
Means that I am bored with the talk and most likely is ignoring you.
Does not mean that you should keep writing.
Don’t take it too personal it’s just rather rare
I can be bothered with average conversations
It is boring
Im your friend, your partner
Maybe life companion.
It doesnt matter to me if you're allready living in a relationship,
& i dont mind a threesome, foursome or x Amount of some dramas.
Cus i am both truesome and loyal
so i promise not to leave you.
I know that you laugh when i say that im your friend
cus friends dont ruin your life
thats something enemies do you say
and its right that enemies wants to ruin your life.
it has never been my intention.
cus who then should i be friends with?
i came into your life when your mind were
traumatised and broken down.
things have happend in your life that you
just wants to forget.
things you wants to supress.
that is when i come fourth
cus i dont want you to forget
i want you to re-live it again & again & again
&
I wont leave you alone,
even tho you might think it
you might feel like you are finally on the right track
that i am gone.
but dont let you fool
i am still there.
one day you will sence a scent
a sound
or see something
that will give you the opportunity to remind you
what it was that you experiences &
im tiredless & insatiable
I love to experience your angst & fear
Ja, i feed on it actully
i may be a little drama queen & i want your attention
if you dont give it to me, ill take it.
now dont think that you cant have other friends cus
I will gladly share you
as long it is on MY terms. when im in your life.
many of your friends will probably leave you
cus of you no longer being the same
they dont understand why you cant move on
they dont understand how much i demand of you
they dont know how exausting it is to be my friend
and how i wont let you sleep at night.
they dont see you drop to your knees cus
u no longer got the energy to deal with it
they dont see you sitting on the floor
while you grab your head and yell stop
stop stop get outta my head
out of my body and out of my life
they dont hear the answer i give you by
letting you experience it once more
and again and again
they dont see how i suck your fear to me
and drink your tears
they only see you stand powerless.
on the best days you laugh
and can do anything
on good days you smile
normal days you survive
& the bad you almost give up
they say you can learn to live with me
but you will never get a normal life again
that you might as well just accept.
i have come to stay.
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