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I might tell him...

23:37 Feb 28 2011
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The camera that I got was cheapest I could find: though, it does films, as I wanted and, with my card in I can take thousand of pics; and, it's a 12.1 megapixel.



This Sunday, my brother rang to speak to Dad. As he was on the phone I heard my Father answering Ian with, ‘I don’t know.’



As it happens, he had been telling him that he didn’t know in which museum his model is being exhibited. ‘His model’ being the one of Port Sunlight, he made in his twenties.



It has been renovated and is being shown at the Levers Exhibition/Museum, in Port Sunlight Village. I think I might tell him.



I am not used to gettin up for college, again. And, after bein out early Monday, to get there for 9:25 a.m. come late on, I was truly whacked!


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NoctusAngelusProcella
NoctusAngelusProcella
17:10 Mar 01 2011

HEY YOU! I was thinking about going back to college! I would like to be a museum curator!





 

In Recovery...

13:16 Feb 27 2011
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A sunny Sunday and, I'm inside recovering from all night writing.. Well, we can guess who's not going for a walk today?


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"... how cool is that!?!"

23:50 Feb 26 2011
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Being without something to capture images, other than with words, I just acquired a new camera, just so I could continue making my little films. As it turns out, some of them seem to be appreciated…





Hello kendrix47,



************* has just added a comment on your video, "Annie's Bed". To read it, click here:

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xgkyu5_annie-s-bed_webcam



To change your email notification settings, please click here:

http://www.dailymotion.com/profile/notifications



Best regards,



--

The Dailymotion Team





“I saw this and read it and, y’know… ? My heart leapt, just a little bit. It meant that someone [[I know]] had gone to the trouble of joining Dailymotion, just to leave me a comment. Now c’mon, how cool is that!?!”


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How am I?

23:46 Feb 25 2011
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well, I have achy knees, but I'm moderately content: [[I have lost girl to watch.]] and, it's raining heavily outside.



...but 'lost Girl' calls, episode five.

and, I'm so lookin forward to seein it.


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RedQueen
RedQueen
00:37 Feb 26 2011

Pay close attention- you might hear a familiar name in there somewhere, if it's the episode I'm thinking...lol





 

weird day? how?

00:25 Feb 24 2011
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"...just the sheer idea of having a fan. a normal looking young woman at that. just ... 'weird'.



hells teeth. been writing twenty odd years, only just started to take onboard I'm any good. to be liked for those video's... ?"



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'Burn Notice' and, 'Artic Blast'... "this is man-made".

23:41 Feb 23 2011
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After the chaos of Monday, I took the day off Tuesday, after I’d seen to some finances that is and, I spent the day doing just as I wanted, including a visit the dole; which is such a rare thing nowadays. Wednesday I padded round in my robe, until I’d finished the job applications I’d got from the dole. Later, when I went out, dressed kinda Beatnik style, with the hat and the coat over the jacket and the zip-u boots that match the John Wayne walk I have now. And, as it happens, I went to the cobbler, to get new cushioned airsoles for my new boots, as my Dad was precise with his measurements with the others and allowed no give. Anyway, I’d come out of the shop and stopped at the kerbside, idly watching the traffic when someone to my right calls out, ‘Kendrix’. Then she stopped to my right and asked, “It is Neil Kendrick, isn’t it? I watch your video’s on Dailymotion”. Now I knew I had a fan, but I expected something less than I saw, a young, enthusiastic pretty thing: not what I’d imagined. “You know my brother Kevin, Kevin Amy.” She then illustrated the woman with her telling me, “This is my Mother”. Before I idled off, the toothsome teen asked me enthusiastically, “You will be making another, won’t you?”

Come getting home, I cooked a good meal, pork steak, with kidney served with garlic and onions. After a rest, for the knees I watched ‘Artic Blast’, with Michael Shanks. It was a disaster film about ozone depletion. “This is no natural disaster,” Shanks says at one point, “this is man-made.” And, while the film-makers do have a dig at China, they don’t have a dig at America’s record regarding such things. I wonder if the film was part American financed, judging by its star from ‘Harry and The Hendersons’ Bruce Davidson as a male Co-star, it had been.

Before going on the pc awhile, I watched a previously unviewed episode of ‘Burn Notice.’ Awesome show that is!


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NLW
NLW
03:18 Feb 24 2011

I love Burn Notice! I wish I still had cable, darn it!





 

acknowledgement of one’s creation

00:40 Feb 23 2011
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I was given a dvd with some superb Doctor Who cgi on it, the few will get tto see, so split the file, after turning it to .avi and now have split the scene out of it and turned it to a .wmv, that I can share around. Such is the ‘joy of a computer and, the web.’



[[I did leave the creators name on the end of the second vid,]


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...regular fluffy-head

00:23 Feb 22 2011
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I got up at 8:30 , when the phone rang, a proper regular fluffy-head. It was a friend from Wallasey and I’d sorely needed chocolate, sorely needed chocolate. So I dug out the polythene box with the bag of chocolate shells in it and, put it on the table by the phone. I ate as she talked, pleased to hear from her. And, by the time the conversation finished, I was awake. It’d been a long day. I’d not slept well, prior to the induction Monday morning., reticent to face new faces at the college. As it was, I met people that I got on with alright and, even found a woman there whose mind I found stimulating. And, when I left at about three, I had my timetable and plans. Then later, after helping Dad cook tea, I slept well, after the wine, but woke, thanks to the phone, well in time to see the latest episode of ‘Outcasts’; a rare thing, a piece on intelligent SciFi.


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Shortly before bed...

08:23 Feb 21 2011
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Shortly before bed Sunday night, Monday morning, I found myself talking to a friend who is going away for awhile, shortly after I had posted an observational entry about one of the ‘Last 10’, who had visited my pages.



He must have read of me saying how childish I found him; and that I was disappointed that I’d reacted so badly.



And then, minutes later, I noticed another listed there, who I used to know, under it’s previous owner and now, quite obviously the same individual, with yet another profile, nursebloodytampon.



They had written that I was obsessed with atyourwindow and, left a 1 and blocked me, as I found when I tried to respond.



Has he ever heard of mirroring, or transposition? Heck, I wonder if he can spell it, without looking to see how I do?? Moreover, to leave a one, then an insulting comment, then block with a fourth account, is not only intimidation; it’s highly obsessive behaviour and downright cowardice.



And, I am a tad disappointed that the admin here permits such behaviour as his. After all, they talk of Tos. Tos says three profiles and, we all know now, that this fellow has access to more than three, to rate low with, then block with.



So that’s –



atyourwindow

travellingman

mama

nursebloodytampon



…so far, that is.



Ah well, ‘they’ say VR has changed; and it has, bullies and cowards prevail.









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...some ‘Fringe’ to watch!

23:43 Feb 20 2011
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I found him childish, but made things awkward by responding badly to him: and this Sunday night I’m not looking forward to an early night, but, if needs must...



[[at least I have some ‘Fringe’ to watch!]]


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overreaction to a...

14:09 Feb 20 2011
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By about twelve thirty, I had learnt that it is okay for TravellingMan aka Mama aka that Mama’s boy aka AtYourWindow, to downrate me and block according to VR Tos, so I went to bed, but ended up watching Russell Kane presenting the Idiot Awards, which nearly provided the distraction I needed.



Strangely enough, AtYourWindow did not make World Champion Idiot, for his actions against VR members; nor did I for overreaction to a twerp!



As I say, the programme was nearly enough, so I turned on he laptop and watched the end of ‘Nuns With Big Guns’ and a couple of episodes of ‘The Tick’, coupled with an episode of CSI that I’d missed the end to.



All in all, it had been a pleasant, distracting way, to end the night come morning, as required.


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mama's little boy... "Ahhhh"...

17:46 Feb 19 2011
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I rated travelingman 1, as he had just done so to a friend and, several others, with one of ‘his’ profiles’; on his arrival at mine; he returned the ‘favour’, with mama leaving the same, with the threat ‘wrong move down rating my friend.’



Now seriously, what do Dylan AYW and these other children think they’re doing?

In realtime, them and their little bunch of twerps would be known as bullies, for the way they pick on people like my friend.

Hells teeth, I’d like to meet one of these effin twerps, just once, realtime.

Then, it wouldn’t be Internet bullying with their mates, it’d be so much more fun than that…


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RedQueen
RedQueen
22:16 Feb 19 2011

They are children and asses, sweety- ignore them and they will find someone else to give them the attention they crave.





 

True Blood Post

00:13 Feb 19 2011
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Posted: 00:12:14 - Feb 19 2011

Times viewed: 1

ADMIN: | EDIT |



the last of my true blood sequence finally going up on the profile...


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I’m blaming the full moon.

16:39 Feb 17 2011
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Wednesday I went travelling, initially to Wallasey ‘coz I wanted to, then back to Birkenhead to fill in the paperwork with Wirral Met, as I’d thought I wouldn’t. But, the fellow who’d told the dole fibs about the distance I live from the college, [[or education provider, dependant on your point of view]] had phoned. He had been quite polite as he had spoken, so I’d listened and, when I’d mentioned ‘expenses’, relating to travel, he hadn’t balked. And, that’s why I went in. It was obvious someone had had a word with the fellow and, when I went in, he was amenable, at first. Then he’d said, “You were supposed to be here at ten thirty.”



“Oh no,” I assured him, looking him squarely in the eyes, “when you phoned, I said I could only guarantee that I could afford to travel on Wednesday and, you said after two o’clock then. So here I am.” Then I had successfully filled in my forms, prior to being told I’d receive my induction, all this for training for work course, meaning first-aid, health&safety and, if I can acquire it, Food Prep, of Food tech. Anyways, I’ll see what transpires. Whichever way, with what they’re doin to dolies now, it seems a reasonable thing to do.



I went home, to do my lentil veg cheese bake with the smoked fish and, Dad seemed to like what I’d done, more than the fish: A little encouragement works wonders and, I do wonder if my Dad will ever take that on board. At eighty odd, I doubt it. But, it had been nice to hear.



I spent the evening and much of the early morning writing and drawing, with a creative passion I haven’t felt for ages: I’m blaming the full moon.


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BluSpirit
BluSpirit
06:50 Feb 18 2011

Do love a full moon for that. *smiles*

And, it brings out the best - it's my favorite time for "people watching".



And yet there are those that believe it has absolutely no impact on our race.





MOONLITDREAM
MOONLITDREAM
00:42 Feb 19 2011

Portrayed beautifully.





 

...almost wish I had.

15:56 Feb 14 2011
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I had been going to saty beneath the duvet this Valentines' .. almost wish I had.



still haven't quite decided.. whether this was a bad day, or a worser day. as I've had a lot of hassles..

mainly with the benefit people.



leaving me with 'a few' money worries, due to the dole shifting my days...


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MOONLITDREAM
MOONLITDREAM
00:43 Feb 19 2011

It is not about the day in itself but the meaning of what one can accomplish on such a day. A man, nor woman, needs to be rich to have a rich and fulfilling day such as this. It is best managed with the simplest things that mean the most.





 

Saturday Night/Sunday Morn

12:25 Feb 13 2011
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Went to bed on Saturday night, cheesed-off beyond belief: I’d lost the notes to a poem I wanted to write and, as my Dad slept through into the night, he missed me opening door and checking coat pockets; and opening then closing draws, until finally feeling quite exasperated, I had retired to bed, wishing for a moment or three, that I looked after my notes better than I do.



Sunday I woke and turned on the radio, to hear Maureen Walsh buoying up Valentines Day and, I do wish they’d think of people like me, to whom it is probably the worst day of the year, when once again, you’re reminded, as if you might need it,

just… how alone you feel…


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DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
23:15 Feb 13 2011

I've done that before with notes for poetry. REALLY pissed me off too...



Valentines Day...



I agree with the whole Valentine's Day thing. Every SINGLE Vday I have had has sucked so badly. So will this one too. *sighs*



*huggss*





BluSpirit
BluSpirit
17:16 Feb 14 2011

Despite the fact that I am blessed with loved ones, I have boycotted that holiday this year - no chocolates, gifts, or anything. It's a corporate holiday, after all - and I, for one, do not need a holiday to celebrate how blessed I am with my friends and family.



Remember, that despite feeling alone - there are those that care about you, and would miss you if you weren't here.



Guess what I am saying, is "Hope you have a good day, my friend."





 

if download progresses well...

21:23 Feb 11 2011
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"how is you?" I was asked, on Friday evening.

irked, I had answered, my body aches; but I have an application to finish



But,I did find a spoof on Scooby Doo.. so all is good.



And, if the download progresses well, it looks like I'll get to see part one tonight: after episode one of 'The Tick.'


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here.. today...

12:53 Feb 11 2011
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is a proper spring-like day here today... but yesterday .. after a long walk I got to the dole, then went to voluntary work, with achy knees... and, there were a lot of people at the door: well, more than there had been for weeks.


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Electra
Electra
13:51 Feb 11 2011

Knock Knock :)





 

damn conspiracy!

11:59 Feb 10 2011
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I am looking forward to the walk, to sign on, tho truth be told just wish they'd not changed my day.. 'coz it's poisoning day today.. gonna be a long one: and my damn nets gone off twice as I tried to obtain CSI



damn bloody conspiracy!


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spookshow
spookshow
13:00 Feb 10 2011

Have a good day :)





 

Rats!

00:05 Feb 10 2011
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An application form and, a closing date that was too soon led to some distinct frustration, after I had filled in more than half the form … RATS!


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The Green Hornet’ on his wide-screen television.

00:04 Feb 09 2011
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Sunday I visited Karl, with a copy of ‘The Green Hornet’ to watch with him, on his big, massive, wide-screen television.



It'd been far better than I'd imagined it would be: and, it had enough for oldies, like me in it.



Monday and the winds were high again. That said, things were needed, as was a walk, so a walk was had, even though I ended up with aching knees again.



Later, I had returned home to bake some fruit buns: needless to say, he had a comment, “not enough fruit.” He also added, “it’s more like bread.’



Either way I baked and, I’m glad I did.



Come Tuesday and the weather was much better, almost like a spring-day: I even planted some seeding potatoes and did a little weeding.



Come the evening I watched a documentary with Dad about China’s growth in industry...


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DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
21:46 Feb 09 2011

*sighs happily* The green hornet rocks!

Sorry to hear that your knees are aching again.

Looks like we're gonna have to swap recipe's lol. I got a few ginger goodies that taste yummy and help with inflamation. :P





 

F&Outcast... and, strangness of a morning...

13:54 Feb 06 2011
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I awoke at one, or so, wide-awak and momentarily confused. ‘Where was I?’ ‘Who was I?’ and, ‘It was still raining outside?’ Strangely enough, I recalled the rain. That was strange!?! I had pushed the bedclothes off myself and got up and turned the light on. ‘’Quarter-past past one?! That’s what tie it was….’ I noted, looking at the bookshelf above the door and, the clock there. I padded through to the kitchen and drank some milk, checking the time there, as I made a coffee for ‘the morning.’ Even though, ‘the morning’ was about seven hours away, assuming of course that I got to sleep again quickly enough, to wake at “the usual time,” for a Sunday.

Crouching in full-lotus, a shivering to my shoulders, I turned both laptops on and watched a film, on one, as I opened up the other machine’s word-processor abd pulled the keyboard down to my level. I’d gone travelling, I recalled as I wrote, how the day had gone, but slowly, as slowly as my fingers typed, my fingers giving my brain the clarity it sought; and within less than ten mutes or so and, a third of a page of writing; though I did get rapt by the film I was watching ‘F’ a little-British movie, starring. David Scholfied about a teacher who grades a student an ‘F’ and gets thumped for his troubles; and then ‘Eleven Month Later’, The Hoods’, teenagers in hoodies, their faces in black, attack those left in a school late one night. It had been a genuinely creepy, very dark film and, very much ‘of our time.’ It was very good and I sat and listened to the rainfall, wishing I had a whiskey. I had one, or two, while I was out I’d recalled as I thought back to the events of the day. I’d meant to call at Andy’s, before I went to acquire what I wanted. But, loathe to hear anymore of his negativity, so got a bus other than the one taking me the direct way, to Liscard. I’d called where I intended and got what I sought, asked the time. ‘Time to go.’ I left to find it raining hard, which sounded good, as it fell and I began walking, quickly realizing that if I travelled by public transport, I’d not get to Birkenhead in time, to get the train and home for six, as I’d promised my Father. So I walked. It was a walk I’ve done many times. But, as it rained and rained hard, it gave me the opportunity to think, which I’d needed to badly. And, I had thoroughly enjoyed the walk, over the bridges, the water either side of me, as the fail fell, then finally at the station, I’d looked at the town hall clock, to see it was just twenty to five. I was well early, but late, so my Father thought much to my chagrin. So I did as he seemed to want an cooked a really good omelette to get with the smoked fish, with my wet clothes hung up on the maiden. After making a cup of tea, I had gone to my room, to lie down awhile. When I’d opened my eyes, I’d been wide-awake, so decided to type, while watching a film, or two. When I neared the end of my piece, I had also watched ‘Outcast’, made by Colin, Tim and Brendan McCarthy, a British film, although very Scottish: set on a high-rise and was how The Craft is possibly still practised today. It was excellent.







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Electra
Electra
15:27 Feb 06 2011

:)





philosopher
philosopher
21:44 Feb 07 2011

I think I know this one. I like mornings like this, though they don't come often.



Lucky you.





 

mind reeling ... I’d be telling a lie.

23:41 Feb 04 2011
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I awoke still reeling from my annoyance at having travelling home from the project with two pound less in my pocket than I’d had when I went to Liverpool on Thursday. Roger hadn’t given me the expenses I need and, without that money I don’t know whether I can afford to keep going to voluntary work. And, I’d miss it badstyle.

Then, throughout Friday the growing wind blew, after Dad ad I had braved the elements, to do the weekly shop. And, come the afternoon, as he watched the news about the fractious state of Egypt today, I had taken to my bed awhile after our tea, to relieve the aching pain, I had felt in each knee. And when I arose, my knees still froze, as the wind howled and, buffeted the world outside my room. And, if I said that I thought there’d be no damage after that, I’d be telling a lie.





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The Angel Trilogy

15:22 Feb 04 2011
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Well least the trilogy got finished, eventually. It had been my first foray into story-telling, which is why I chose to return and, get them right.



It was based on a real bar and Jane, the ‘character’ in it thought I got her right.

doin the research for New Orleans was fun, I visited restaurants and bar cams and used their menu’s to get the feel right..



It was only ever intended as a trilogy with ‘A Matter of Unlife’ drawing it all together: and all together, they were intended as a deliberation on what makes us human.


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DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
23:05 Feb 04 2011

This might sound kinda geeky but im excited to be reading this kick ass tale as it unfolds and get all the side info on it.



You're doing an amazing job! Keep the story comin' for us! :)





 

my nark f't day

13:49 Feb 03 2011
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It's a sunny spring-like day and, I’ve had my nark for the day about a DVD machine that I bought that didn’t work: yet, it’s Thursday, so maybe I will enjoy my Chaos laters…


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as did the mouth...

20:51 Feb 01 2011
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I'm making sure I take my antibiotics properly: and the pain had diminished a little by the time I went to walk to sign on this Tuesday afternoon, on a blue sky day, after getting the phone bill - with the broadband costs...



Unfortunately, a walk to the dole on a sunny day doesn't quite cut it as a pleasant walk, not when their system screws you for training course you want and your day and time get changed.



By the time I got back and, had cooked tea, I was walking like John Wayne again. So a rest had been had. When I awoke, the knees felt much better, as did the mouth…


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DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
07:30 Feb 02 2011

Im happy to hear that you felt a bit better...

*hugs*





phantomsgrief
phantomsgrief
02:39 Feb 03 2011

i am so glad you are feeling better Neil.. I hope soon all will be back to normal or as normal as can be








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