hope everyone had a good day
life is wonderful for me
I got family that loves me no matter what
yeah they don't understand my mental illness
but they still love me for who iam.
this is too funny lol
dearest journal
well I'm about to quit smoking which I need to cause of my breathing and health
I got half of pack left after that I'm gonna quit yay me cant wait
she puts makeup on to hide the bruises and long sleeve shirts to cover up the marks on her skin that was left behind by her abusive husband she even lies about how she got those marks when people sees them she never thought she would have to lie for him but he even tried to hurt her child that is the reason she got beat up cause she protected her baby from him
she's scared to leave him cause of him threatening her if she ever left him
she waited till he was at work that is when she went down to the court and filed for a divorce and then went back home and got his dinner ready she told the court to wait until she was gone to deliver the paper's to him she was scared as she took off with just the clothes on her back on the baby in her arms.
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS
I JUST CANT SEEM TO FIND MYSELF A FAMILY DOCTOR UGH
NOTHING SEEMS TO BE GOING RIGHT FOR ME ANY MORE
MY DAMN MIND won't SHUT DOWN FOR ME TO SLEEP
I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE
I FEEL LOST HELP!
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CBD,, ITS help WITH A LOT
I might try that
a few days ago. I walked up to the gas station to get some stuff for my aunt and me and hurt my ankle crossing the street the traffic gets really bad here in New Baltimore during the evening at around 3 pm is when it gets bad its the only reason I hate going at that time of day ugh.
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