All the thoughts inside seem to come to the top.
I keep my head down so you can't see the tears.
I show you smiles and the hope that I hold deep.
My feelings are something that I rarely show.
Now I just can't help and try to let them be known.
The pain I feel seems to disappear at times.
I keep my happiness deep down inside.
I don't want to become broken again.
I don't want to feel as though my life is fading.
I believe in miracles and dreams.
It's just the place in your mind where nothing exists other then the truth that keeps you happy.
One day I will leave this cage, I just know it.
Once that day comes I know I will be happier then I am now, I may not ever be fully happy.
The way I look at it now, is the fact that if I have some happiness other then what I should have now then I am grateful.
It may take a while to fix the darkness inside me.
But at the moment I just want people to let it be.
It makes me feel safe in a world that makes me so alone.
My happiness is deep down like I said, but if I try hard enough I think I'll be able to sing without feeling that fear again.
I can feel my heart beat strong inside my chest.
Please if you do anything just wish me the best
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