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i'm hurt i don't wanna turn out to be like the girl i was last year i wanna make a change but it's so hard to do this thing i always think about i wish this shit would change but it dosen't i wish i was never born 18 years ago i have no clue what am doing here was it the place i was rasied or maybe it was just me nobody can make you crazy they just help it thru the way but it's all you who want to be i don't know who i want to be i don't know where i should go on this life jounrey in the gypsy life as a girl you hardly have a choice why in the world am i like this i know i need change i know i need to turn myself around for the best but it's soo hard when your demons are eatting your heart inside it's hard when your mind is a black twister raceing around and around the same old shit i hate myself for being like this