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I say that because This past Tuesday and Wednsday felt more like a Friday and Saturday.



I had come back from Houston to home so I could talk to Sam (my best freind) so we could work some stuff out. Well we ended up deciding to do some fancy lying and go to Bacliff to see my sister Ambor which is kinda a long drive. We actually pulled it off. Now see when I got there I thought I would be able to talk to my sis cause she had a court date Wed. morning to go to and I thought she was going to go to jail. But she just got set up for another courtdate. And well her two boyfriends found out about each other and that wasnt to pretty. So it was me, her, sam, and her boyfriend Robert. We left the place she was staying with her other boyfreind John, and stayed in a hotel. That was a long ass night. Crazyness I tell ya. But after court the next morning she decided she wanted John. So we went back to her house and we went fishing. Me and sam had a great time. Just wish I wouldnt have gotten lost so much. But man it was like a Jerry Springer weekend in the middle of the week....

why do guys have to be so such assholes!

Im searching for someone who isnt there

I want to know do you still care

Where are you when I need you the most

Your loving spirit becoming a ghost

You used to be the one who saved me

But now darkness is all I can see

I need you to hold me arm in arm

Please come and save me from all this harm

I chase you down but you start to run

You have no idea what this has done

Why dont you love me anymore

Why cant you call me you Angel like before

What did I do that made you this way

I need you to say the words you used to say

As I see your shadow disappear

I wonder why you cant be here

As you run out of my heart

I lock it may it forever be dark

No longer will I let anyone in

Only I know where my hearts been

I lock it so tight

And with one "bang!" I put myself into a never ending night

Okay, so yea. Whats up. My name is Sunny and my life will unravel before your very eyes in this journal. I will update as much as I can and try and open up as much as possible. We will see.



As it says in my proflie I am bisexual. I am also bipolar and on medication. Damn doctors think everything can be solved with a flippin pill these days.



Anyways I am going to try and get some of my poetry up in this place. So I hope you enjoy. And if you dont, keep your comments to yourself. I dont take criticism well.....heh (youll come to find out that thats an understatement. hahahaha)