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To whomever this comes across,

2 days ago, I experienced the farthest extent of bloodlust as of yet. I hadn’t fed in almost 2 weeks, and pregnancy is making my cravings much worse. That is the closest I’ve ever came to feeding on a human. It’s like I wasn’t even myself. Something else was in control, and I was in the backseat just watching it all happen as if I was in a fever dream, unable to stop it from happening. My boyfriend, being the dumb fuck that he is, kept agging me on. I kept telling him to stop biting me, that he was gonna get bit. But he didn’t stop. And before I knew it, I bit him. I managed to restrain myself enough not to draw a lot of blood, but I still bit him. Not hard. But I bit him. I got maybe 2 drops of blood, if that. And I immediately snapped out of it and shut things down after that. Shit fucking terrified me. I haven’t had any issues controlling it. Like ever. So why now? Is it the pregnancy? Is it that I need to adjust how often I feed? Is it something else? An awakening of some sort? I feel like I’m losing my grip on my sanity itself. Losing myself in the mix. I’ve intentionally kept my distance from my boyfriend ever since. It’s been 2 days, and I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up before he realizes that it’s intentional and suspects that something is up. I just can’t risk losing it. As much control as I have, apparently it’s not enough. Any tips/tricks would be incredibly helpful. Last thing I want is for someone I care about to get hurt.

Over and out,
Sincerely,
Angelina