The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

09:32 Nov 30 2014
Times Read: 367

Never Again

04:45 Nov 29 2014
Times Read: 401

I need pain pills....Because I'm in pain. Better yet...Just hit me over the head and knock my ass out. But if you knock me out...Don't leave me on the floor....Put me in bed. Waking up on the floor would just defeat the purpose of you knocking me out. I would just wake up sore and cold. And that would suck.

10:05 Nov 27 2014
Times Read: 420

This had me laughing my ass off.

PRIVATE ENTRY
05:15 Nov 27 2014
Times Read: 421


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21:05 Nov 26 2014
Times Read: 427

They had to take my Mom to the Hospital. And I'm stuck here until they find out whats wrong. I was talking to my sister who's with her and they may have to keep her overnight. All Mom wanted was to have a good Thanksgiving. I'm not sure that'll happen now. Why do these things keep happening..

08:50 Nov 26 2014
Times Read: 448

My lips are numb....It's a very odd feeling...And I have no idea why..

21:28 Nov 25 2014
Times Read: 465

Oh God I miss him so Much....~Sits down and cries~

06:26 Nov 24 2014
Times Read: 482

Any Man of Mine

05:15 Nov 24 2014
Times Read: 488

01:55 Nov 24 2014
Times Read: 496

I’m a love em and leave em

Touch and tease em kinda girl

I’m the perfect type

For one wild night



Yeah, I suffocate quick

Does that make me a bitch?

I don’t really care, no



Well your roses were sweet

Really swept me off my feet

But I start to choke

When you say let’s elope



Yeah, I suffocate quick

Does that make me a bitch

I don’t really care, no, no, no…



Don’t push me so hard, don’t push me so far

Don’t cage me in, don’t tie me down

Don’t push me so hard, don’t push me so far

Don’t cage me in, don’t tie me down



Can we take a bubble bath have a drink and a laugh

Enjoy what we have and then leave it to the past



‘Cause I don’t give a damn

Maybe you’re the perfect man

That’s not how this story goes



You can write me fat checks for the diamonds for my neck

Buy a big fat ring, I prefer Tiffany's



‘Cause I don’t give a damn

Baby you’re the perfect man

That’s not how this story goes



No, no…



Don’t push, push me so hard

Don’t push me so far…no…



And I'm not trying to be giving you a bitter pill, no I!

And I don't wanna make you promises I can't fullfill, no I...



Don’t push me, don’t push me, don’t push me, don’t push me down

Don’t cage me in…oh…

Don’t push me – I don’t wanna be tied down

Don’t push me so hard, yeah, don’t push me so far, no, no

Don’t cage me in, come on, don’t tie me down...

08:28 Nov 23 2014
Times Read: 510

I'm at the point where I'v reached my limit...I'v had it. Leave me alone. Just forget I ever existed.

06:02 Nov 23 2014
Times Read: 520

It goes in dry..

But comes out wet..

The longer it's in..

The stronger it gets..

It comes out dripping..

And starts to sag..

It's not what you think.

It's a lipton teabag.

14:49 Nov 21 2014
Times Read: 542






DragonReborn

22:51 Nov 20 2014
Times Read: 549

22:11 Nov 20 2014
Times Read: 552

Get Well Soon xXGrimoireXx...Miss You...Plus...This place is just Dull without You. :(



Love Ya ~Hugs~

13:38 Nov 18 2014
Times Read: 559

No matter what you say about love

I keep coming back for more

Keep my hand in the fire, sooner or later

I get what I'm asking for



No matter what you say about life

I learn every time I bleed

The truth is a stranger, soul is in danger

I gotta let my spirit be free



To admit that I'm wrong

And then change my mind

Sorry but I have to move on

And leave you behind



I can't waste time so give it a moment

I realize nothing's broken

No need to worry about everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one



Don't look back, got a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo



Just like a tattoo

I'll always have you



I'm sick of playing all of these games

It's not about taking sides

When I looked in the mirror didn't deliver

It hurt enough to think that I could



Stop, admit that I'm wrong

And then change my mind

Sorry but I've gotta be strong

And leave you behind



I can't waste time so give it a moment

I realize nothing's broken

No need to worry about everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one



Don't look back, got a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo



Just like a tattoo

I'll always have you



If I live every moment

Won't change any moment

That's still a part of me and you



I will never regret you

Still the memory of you

Marks everything I do



Can't waste time so give it a moment

I realize nothing's broken

No need to worry about everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one



Don't look back, got a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo



Can't waste time so give it a moment

I realized nothing's broken

No need to worry about everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one



Just like a tattoo

I'll always have you

PRIVATE ENTRY
13:12 Nov 18 2014
Times Read: 562


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00:21 Nov 18 2014
Times Read: 576

Ever have one of those moments where you just want to throw yourself to the floor and have a screaming fit?



Grow Up....And get some help. ~Smiles~

06:46 Nov 17 2014
Times Read: 590

Full moon in the city

And the night was young

I was hungry for love

I was hungry for fun



I was hunting you down

And I was the bait

When I saw you there

I didn't mean to hesitate



This is the night

This is the night

This is the time we've got to get it right



(this is the night)

Touch me, touch me

I want to feel your body

Your heart beat next to mine

(this is the night)

Touch me, touch me now



Quick as a flash you disappeared into the night

Did I hurt you boy?

Didn't I treat you right?

You made me feel so good

Made me feel myself

Now I'm alone & you're with somebody else



This is the night, yeah

This is the night

This is the time we've got to get it right



(this is the night)

Touch me, touch me

I want to feel your body

Your heart beat next to mine

(this is the night)

Touch me, touch me now

Touch me, touch me now

Touch me, touch me now



Hot & cold emotions confusing my brain

I could not decide between pleasure & pain

Like a tramp in the night

I was begging you

To treat my body like you wanted to



Uh....

Uh, it's begging for you



(this is the night)

Touch me, touch me

I want to feel your body

Your heart beat next to mine

(this is the night)

Cause I want your body all the time



(this is the night)

Touch me, touch me

I want to feel your body

Your heart beat next to mine

(this is the night)

Cause I want your body all the time..

17:31 Nov 16 2014
Times Read: 613

Found this tiny little kitten outside and he is so damn cute...Omg...I fell in love with him. He fits perfectly in the palms of my hands...Someone must have dropped him off....Damn idiots...The baby could have died if I had not seen him.

He likes to sit on my chest and sleep...So adorable...Just gotta pick a good name for him now.

06:00 Nov 16 2014
Times Read: 626

I have alot to learn. It's something I'v been curious about for a long time now and just never had the nerve to bring up the subject with anyone. Until Now. And that blew up in my face big time.

So I guess I will try again. Maybe.

05:45 Nov 16 2014
Times Read: 630

Humiliation.

Pain.

Suffering.

Begging.

Whipped.

Degraded

Petted.



A PET.



I was wrong.

05:25 Nov 16 2014
Times Read: 633

Hell....Now I want to know. Pfft.

13:44 Nov 15 2014
Times Read: 668

I dreamed that I was attacking people that I care about. I woke myself up when in this dream I snarled and was going after someone. I made the sound out loud and it scared me awake. That was at 2am this morning.

20:53 Nov 14 2014
Times Read: 676

Been up since yesterday morning and I'm running on nothen. My nerves are shot.

PRIVATE ENTRY
18:01 Nov 14 2014
Times Read: 678


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16:26 Nov 14 2014
Times Read: 682

I never needed you to be strong

I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs

I never needed pain, I never needed strain

My love for you is strong enough you should have known



I never needed you for judgment

I never needed you to question what I spent

I never ask for help, I take care of myself

I don't why you think you got a hold on me



And it's a little late for conversations

There isn't anything for you to say

And my eyes hurt, hands shiver

So look at me and listen to me because



I don't want to stay another minute

I don't want you to say a single word

Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way

I get the final say because



I don't want to do this any longer

I don't want you, there's nothing left to say

Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken

Our love is broken, baby, hush hush



I never needed your corrections

On everything from how I act to what I say

I never needed words, I never needed hurts

I never needed you to be there everyday



I'm sorry for the way I let go

From everything I wanted when you came along

But I am never beaten, broken not defeated

I know next to you is not where I belong



And it's a little late for explanations

There isn't anything that you can do

And my eyes hurt, hands shiver

So you will listen when I say, baby



I don't want to stay another minute

I don't want you to say a single word

Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way

I get the final say because



I don't want to do this any longer

I don't want you, there's nothing left to say

Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken

Our love is broken, baby, hush hush



No more words, no more lies

No more crying

No more pain, no more hurt

No more trying because



I don't want to stay another minute

I don't want you to say a single word

Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way

I get the final say because



I don't want to do this any longer

I don't want you, there's nothing left to say

Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken

Our love is broken, baby hush hush



Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken

Our love is broken, baby

18:14 Nov 13 2014
Times Read: 703




Let me let you in on a secret

How to treat a woman right

If you're lookin' for a place in her heart

It ain't gonna happen overnight



First you gotta learn to listen

To understand her deepest thoughts

She needs to know you can be friends

Before she'll give you all she's got



If you start from the heart

You'll see love is gonna play it's part



If you want to get to know her

Really get inside her mind

If you want to move in closer

Take it slow, yeah take your time

You must start from the heart and then

If you want to touch her

Really want to touch her

If you want to touch her, ask!



A little physical attraction

Romantic, old-fashioned charm

And a lot of love and tenderness

Is gonna get you into her arms



If you start from the heart

You'll see love is gonna play it's part



If you want to get to know her

Really get inside her mind

If you want to move in closer

Take it slow, yeah take your time

You must start from the heart and then

If you want to touch her

Really want to touch her

If you want to touch her, ask!



Let me let you in on a secret

How to treat a woman right

If you're lookin' for a place in her heart

It ain't gonna happen overnight



If you want to get to know her

Really get inside her mind

If you want to move in closer

Take it slow, yeah take your time

You must start from the heart and then

If you want to touch her

Really want to touch her

If you want to touch her, ask!





Shania Twain Lyrics.

PRIVATE ENTRY
18:23 Nov 12 2014
Times Read: 709


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PRIVATE ENTRY
03:57 Nov 09 2014
Times Read: 725


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17:48 Nov 05 2014
Times Read: 744

02:20 Nov 05 2014
Times Read: 758

Hold Me Close.

Never Let me Go.

Show Me Your Strong Enough.

To Tame The Bitch I'v Become.

Handle Me Gently.

But With A Firm Hand.

Keep Me Safe.

Within Your Firm Embrace.

Kiss My Lips With A Passion.

That Leaves Me Breathless.

And I'll Become One With You.

Until We Part Ways.

Or

You Piss Me Off. ;)

14:08 Nov 04 2014
Times Read: 765

16:25 Nov 03 2014
Times Read: 800

I grew up believing that taking your own life was a Sin. So it saddens me to think that Brittany Maynard only traded one hell for another. Even tho she had someone else give her the Meds that killed her....It was still her choice. And I understand her reasons why she chose that. And that scares me. Because I can't say that I wouldn't make that same choice. I guess we all have our own demons to live with. And she slayed hers.



Peace be with You Brittany.