I gave up 7 years of my life to provide protection...
I have violated all 10 commandments at least twice.. some A LOT more than others..
My mind is deteriorating, but the faces are still clear.
I see every single one, there is now hundreds.. they look like they are asking me "WHY!" I tell them it was either them or the ones I was protecting...
They don't hear.. They never hear..
But I can still hear them, some quiet, some cry out...
Here it is Midnight, and I still can't sleep because of the nightmares.
The faces... so many faces...
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