I'm wanting to go away
Living Hell everyday
There is no freedom that i see
Blood racing trying to break free
You betrayed me; you tore me down
You always smile with a frown
You can't see how you're killing me
Shaking, in shock, i'm dwindling
My eyes have glazed over. There's only a dim light
I'm seperating myself. Only breathing through the night
Pain and Pleasure. it all feels the same
Slicing and cutting, to pleasure from pain
Exploding, rushing thoughts in my mind
Of questions that my conscience cannot find
I have to get away from this town
Leaving and with no sense around
Sprinting, quickly i will run
Hiding from the truth of the sun
I am worth nothing, useless am I
I'm getting away, even if i have to die
I've been crying for help, no one hears
Pain and Pleasure escape through blood stained tears
With every blade and every slice
Reality sinks in: I have no life
No one sees, no one hears
No one believes, no one cares
To go through "life" without a destiny
To watch friends who don't know the real me
To believe your master, creator hates you
To know there is nothing right you can do
To be in my shoes and sleep in my bed
To hear the trhoughts inside my head
You wouldn't make it, you won't last a day
Even i can't stand to be fading away.
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