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**ANNOUNCEMENT!!!! YESTURDAY (6-24) WAS MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!! I FINALLY GOT MY LIP PIERCED....PRETTY WICKED....OK....THATS IT...KEEP READING DAMNIT!!**
Hey there...here is a new poem for ya (edited 07/02/05)
Saved From The Storm
You speak of the flower so pale, so blue
but it has thorns, sharp edges, oh! if u only knew
How many storms this little flower has taken
How many times she cried for her heart was breaking
How many times she rejected that feeling so warm
Because the many times she accepted, her soul was torn
Yes it looks so soft and your heart aches to feel
You fingers brush the petals your arm feels the chill
she warned you to step away but another step you took
she covers her heart you pull away those hands and take a deeper look
Inside is blackness, everythings dead with decay
you see why those tears fall hard everyday
she's been cut, slapped, bitched at, and lied to
but she just sits there, hopeless, nothing she can do
you ask her what you can do, anything she desires
she pulls you closer, her eyes are blazing with fire
kisses you gently says "just do me one favor,
protect and hold me" you soul longs to save her
softly, those lips, you return the kiss
make up smeared in an instance of bliss
you hold your flower so pale so blue
you whisper her a promise "nothing will hurt you"
she kisses you again while you lead her by the arm
into the beautiful blackness where she'll feel no harm
I get asked alot "Why are you lonely?" Here is my answer...I can scream out in a crowd and no one will hear. I can cry and wail and no one will turn their head. I can leave today and tomorrow no one will notice.
So..i'm reba and I am 5'7...black hair, green eyes...medium built...just kinda doing my own thing...
Here's a little something something from my man Jack Skeleton
There are few who'd deny, at what I do I am the best
For my talents are renowned far and wide
When it comes to surprises in the moonlit night
I excel without ever even trying
With the slightest little effort of my ghostlike charms
I have seen grown men give out a shriek
With the wave of my hand, and a well-placed moan
I have swept the very bravest off their feet
Yet year after year, it's the same routine
And I grow so tired of the sound of screams
And I, Jack, the Pumpkin King
Have grown so tired of the same old thing
Oh, somewhere deep inside of these bones
An emptiness began to grow
There's something out there, far from my home
A longing that I've never known
I'm a master of fright, and a demon of light
And I'll scare you right out of your pants
To a guy in Kentucky, I'm Mister Unlucky
And I'm known throughout England and France
And since I am dead, I can take off my head
To recite Shakespearean quotations
No animal nor man can scream like I can
With the fury of my recitations
But who here would ever understand
That the Pumpkin King with his skeleton grin
Would tire of his crown, if they only understood
He'd give it all up if he only could
Oh, there's an empty place in my bones
That calls out for something unknown
The fame and praise come year after year
Does nothing for these empty tears
gabrielle
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Basics | |
Name | Reba Hasty |
Nick Name(s) | Blair Witch |
Birthday | 6-24-1987 |
Age | 18 |
Age you wish you were | maybe 21..but 18 is still cool |
Gender | female |
Birthplace | orangepark, fl |
Current Location | clinton, sc |
Eye Color | greenish brown |
Haircolor | today it is dark brown |
Height | 5' 7" |
Righty/Left?Ambidextrous | righty |
Sexuality | straight |
What grade are you in | --- |
Zodiac Sign | cancer |
Do You | |
Smoke | yes |
Swear | yes |
Sing | in the shower and with only someone i trust |
Drink | yes |
Want to go to College | maybe |
Want to get Married | one day |
Belive in yourself | one day |
Think you are Attractive | some days |
Get along with your parents | haha..no |
Like thunderstorms | love them |
Play an instrument | yes |
If yes, what one(s) | flute lil guitar |
Consider yourself tolerant of others | depends |
Trust others easily | not really |
Physical | |
Whad do you like most about your body | my hair |
Least | i wish my mouth was bigger..lol |
Are you a health freak | no |
Your heritage | indian, german, scottish |
Favorites | |
Food | tuna fish |
Place to eat | el jalisco |
Person | shh |
Drink | sprite, smirnoff |
Band/Singer | ICP/Three Days Grace/Temptations.. |
Music Genre | lil bit of everything |
Color | red and black |
TV Show | Making The Video..on MTV |
Sexual Fantaasy | in the rain...sighs |
Turn on | the smile and they eyes..shivers |
Season | fall |
Weather | stormy |
Late night activity | hehehe |
Animal | kitties |
Have you ever | |
Had sex | yup |
Drank alcohol | yes |
Thought about committing suicide | yes |
Cut yourself, on purpose | yes |
Had surgery | no |
Been out of the country | yes |
Played strip poker | no |
Want to (again) | maybe |
Slept with someone of the opp sex, that isn't related to you, wo having sex | i think it didnt end up in sex... |
Kissed the same sex | popped |
Dated the same sex | no |
Done anything sexual with the same sex | no |
Been betrayed | hell yes |
Killed an animal on accident | yes :( |
On purpose | no! |
Been on Radio/TV | yes/yes |
Danced in the rain | lol yes i loved it |
Had a reoccurring dream | yeah |
If is; do describe | having someone chase me thru the woods with an axe and rite as i see light..they kill me |
Yes/No | |
Have you colored your hair | yes |
Have any tattoos | no |
If yes; where | ...i want one :( |
Cook | yes |
Talk to yourself | yes |
Have actual conversations with yourself | maybe..yes you have..no i havent |
Sleep walk | no |
Snore | im asleep how the fuck should i know?? |
Name one thing you're obsessed with | a person |
Fall sleep better with the TV/Radio on | used to |
Take walks in the rain | how about swimming in the ocean during a thunderstorm |
Do you wish it were more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a boy out | no!!! |
In the past month | |
Drank alcohol | yes |
Smoked | yes |
Been on drugs | no |
Gone on a date | no |
Eaton an entire box of Oreos yourself | haha no |
Eaten sushi | eww no |
Been on stage | no |
Been dumped | no |
Gone skinny dipping | no |
(ever gone skinny dipping) | yes |
Stolen Anything | no |
Been called a tease | yes |
Regret something you did | yes |
Regret something you didn't do | yes |
This/That | |
Soda or Coffee | soda |
Coffee or Cappuccino | cappuccino |
Chocolate or Vanilla | chocolate |
Briefs/Pantis or Boxers(on yourself) | pantis under things, but boxers by themselves |
Spandex or Shorts(on yourself) | shorts |
Skateboarding or Blading | ah...skateboarding |
Taken or Single(currently) | single |
Windows or Macintosh or Unix(Linux) | windows |
Loner or Group(on average preferred) | loner |
Passive or Aggressive | both |
Optimistic or Pessimistic | depends |
Pepsi or Coke | pepsi |
McDonald's or Burger King | mcdonalds!!! |
Single or group Dates | groups can be fun...but singlely ends up better |
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea | home made babe...but i think we use lipton for the bags |
In a Boy/Girl... | |
Favorite Eye Color | dont matter |
Favorite Hair Color | something different |
Short or Long hair | theyre both hot |
height | taller than me |
Body Type | something that i can feel safe hiding behind |
Best clothing style | dark |
Number of Piercings | alot |
Number of Tattoos | alot |
Glasses | dont matter |
Party hopper or more stay at home | what are we doing at the party?/at home? |
Relationships | |
Currently have a crush | yes |
If yes; what's their name | you think i am goin to tell you??? |
Do you dream about your crush | maybe |
What do you find most remantic | dedication, determination |
Do you consider your significant other hot | omg..hell yes |
Who pays | ummm...he better |
Holding hands is | sweet |
Do you like watching the sunrise/set with you sig other | it would be nice |
Had a stalker | yes grr |
Are YOU the stalker | hehe..only to someone who likes it |
Miss someone right now | yes |
Biggest turn off | lieing...flirttin with other girls...cheating |
Should they be willing to give you a back rub at almost any time | i wouldnt make them |
Would they play with your hair | hopefully not in a gay way |
Kisses | |
Do you like kissing | yes |
Do you only kiss one person on the lips | yes |
If so who | shh |
Do you prefer tongue or no tongue | depends on the mood im in |
Where is the best place to be kissed on your body | blushes |
Worst place | the feet...ugh |
Last person who | |
Turned you on | person A |
Made you laugh | Katie |
Laughed at your joke(s) | person A |
Made you cry | my ex-J |
Brightened your day | person A |
You saw a movie with | Jerry |
Emotions | |
What makes you cry your heart out | being cheated on...losing someone i actually loved |
Do tears make eyes look pretty | depends |
What do you do when you're angry | shh |
What makes you happy | the question is who |
What/who makes you smile uncontrollably | person A |
Who cheers you up more than anyone else | hehehe...person A..gettin repeatitive huh? |
Miscellaneous | |
Your weakness | now y would i tell you that? |
Your biggest fear | getting hurt once more |
Your perfect pizza | BLT!!!..or chocolate chip |
Goal you would like to achieve this year | cant tell you that |
Your most overused phrase/word on an instant messenger | lol |
Thoughts first waking up | he better be on |
Your bedtime | whenever |
Your most missed memory | *tear falls* rip stanley |
Have any pets | yes |
Who's the person you talk to the most online | mmm...probuably Katie |
Who are you on the phone most with | Katie |
Who do you trust the most | Katie |
Who listens to your problems most | Katie..and someone else |
Who do you fight with the most | my brother |
Name someone's arems you feel safest in | cant yet |
And Finally | |
Was this quiz pointless or did it allow you to tell everyone more about you | ....uhh...whichever you prefer |
Your Deadly Sins |
Wrath: 100% |
Envy: 80% |
Lust: 60% |
Sloth: 60% |
Gluttony: 20% |
Greed: 20% |
Pride: 0% |
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 49% |
You will die, but first you will turn into an evil robot. |
Member Since: | Nov 01, 2004 |
Last Login: | May 14, 2006 |
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