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I, I who have nothing...



Verse I: Ikon



Intersections in real time

The unbroken circles and dimensions of the mind

The tie that binds

The eternal tie that defines

The vanity of my insanity in due time

Will shine

Like the night seas under the moon

The haunted corners of familiar rooms

Yet i'm consumed

With vanishing into thin air

The realization that this shit is my cross to bare

So where

Did I think I could run away to see

The people that decided to leave without asking me

But we

Decide to wait for happier tomorrows

And find someone so they can be distractions from our sorrows

For my distractions the books of paper that i scrawl in

I'm eloquent as summer breeze and leaves just have fallen

I've crawl in a corner hoping all of this will end

With the knowledge that love is just another word for revenge

I who have nothing but the comfort of my sins

I who have nothing but the comfort of my friends



Chorus:



I, I who have nothing

I, I who have no one

I, I who have nothing

I, I who have no one



Verse II: Ikon



As I decay, demons prey above me like a vulture

Ability to endure contradiciton is a high sign of culture

Verbal sculptures, self defacing

It is not God or lunacy that I am facing

But the erasing of the purity and passion of my words

The herds of cattle babble on with talk of the absurd

But I preferred

To walk away from all the feuds

To find my life is more confusing than a rubic's cube

So i'm subdued

In all my words of verbal prods

To live alone one must be an animal or a God

But it's official

All of my pain is clear as crystal

The natural side of life has now been seeming artificial

But I can hit you

And rest assured that i'ma last words

I could give a fuck about ya secrets and ya past words

I can pass words with the ability to hurt you

Patience is a virtue and knowledge is a commercial

I who have nothing but the pain that I refer to

I who have nothing but the pain that I refer to



Chorus



Verse III: Ikon



Lost among the miracles, I stand alone

And i've grown into a being that's sitting on top a throne

I've known

For many years that I would turn to rust

I find a reason for another breath

Before my return to dust

I become one with science and mathematic and the rising of the sun

I'm numb

To all of those who blind and cannot see

The chastiser of the enemy

Perception requires duality

Inspect ya soul, the color of coal inside the body

I have hardly, come across them who's holy

Send them to the cerebem to control thee

Burning of the sun and frigidness of the cold

The battle field is new but the war is now old

You can never see the merest shadow of a halo

Above the head of evil djin who's deadly like tornado

The world has become an aquarium

Full of gaping fish with murderous mouths

I on the other hand stand on the outside looking in

Writing down murderous files

I who have nothing but the lack of variation

And I who have nothing but chains and suffocation



Chorus







I just love the lyrics from this song... Nothing could describe me as well as this song...

Think of what u want most in life... Money? Succes? Power? A big house and fast cars? I know... I want them 2... but is it worth living for this things? Do they really make us happy? Life means choices... choose between good and bad... happiness and sadness... life and death.... that's the most important.. life or death... can you really say you live if u are not happy... and can you really say you died if you left the world with a smile on your face...?? Priorities.. that's what life is reduced to... Pick them wisely... cause nothing is more important than happiness.... nothing matters more than a smile.. than having no regrets... don't wake up when ur to old to change something thinking you did not live ur life... u had a boring job that u hated but brought u a lot of money... don't regret that u did not choose that ugly little girl that always made u laugh.. or that silly little boy that made ur world seem perfect... don't regret what you did or did not... life is torment if you live with regrets...

In a world where money is life... I woke up 2day and realised all my dreams are fake.. I lie to myself saying it's going to be ok... time will heal every wound... it will erase all my feelings.. and I will forget... I will smile again when I'll hold my first salary in my hands... when I'll buy my first car... and my first house... but that is not true... how will a house make me smile? how will the car take care of me? how will money love me? How will all this things make my life better as long as all I want in this life is a soul...? A soul I threw away... a soul that came back and I crushed it... a soul that made me forget about the world... a soul that took my breath away with it's blue color... Not even my beloved sky can stop my heart from bleeding... not even music touches my soul no more... Move like a shadow and live like a ghost.. cause one single mistake can make you regret you're alive... but how about more? How about making mistakes for two years...?? Time seems endless when I wake up... and my face is forced to smile... just to see him smile... Everything means nothing sometimes... and nothing is the world as long as you have someone by ur side...

I don't believe in love... never did, never will... but tell my heart that my mind does not believe in something it feels... convince my heart it's wrong to breath for somebody else... tell it nothing is real... it's all just a dream... just a fake image of the world... when it feels complete... tell my soul it doesn't need anybody to be happy when all it wants is to see ur eyes and to hear ur heart beating when I wake up... Tell my body it hates ur touch when I still shiver when I see ur picture and remember ur kiss... Tell me that I don't need you... tell me that I'm better without u... and I shall not believe you.. cause my mind can not live without my heart... my soul or my body.... Listen to ur heart cause it's the only one that knows I told u the truth... ur my angel and my demon... my truth and my lie... I will love you until the day I die...

My first, my last, my everything... u will never read this... u will feel no more what I feel for you.. and I will lie again... and say it's all ok... and I will move on... and I will smile again... but never again will I be complete... never again will I forget I exist....