Finally, I have decided that the best course for me to take in this journey I call life is to say "yes". I prepared myself for the proposal and it was as I expected...Actually better than I expected. I feel loved and protected by him. I know I will be well taken care of even though he is not the "Prince of Darkness" I had always hoped for. However, I think there are many things he and I can teach each other in life.
Today has been kind of strange. So soon the divorce will be final and a man has entered my life...has fallen deeply in love with me (even given me the key to his place already) and I think I could love this man but don't know if I can love only one. I have love in my heart for many men at once. I am truly afraid to make a commitment to him. He isn't my usual type but treats me like a queen. I'll think on it today and if I am alone tonight I will try to empty my mind again.
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this i understand as i have been poly for years your heartis too large for one tofill it and you always seem to have room for another
this i understand as i have been poly for years your heartis too large for one tofill it and you always seem to have room for another
Well today was ok I guess. Had too many drinks last night and seem to be paying for it. I met a guy who thought he was God's Gift and he bothered me all night. There was no way in hell I was going home with him...besides....he's not the dark type. I just hope that he NEVER finds out where I live (we live close to each other)..eeekkkkk!
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