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i havent been on because i lost a friend on tuesday and i am lost with out her. i can not think without her, she was my everthing, she kept me in this life when i didnt want to be here anymore. i would be deid 100 times over if not for her. but instead she is lieing in a grave while im sitting here breathing when she had so much love for this life, and im the one that wanted to die. so meany things go through my head when i think about her, and i dont know if i can go on, all these memeries alone make it hard to breath then i think that she isnt just a phone call away i dont want to breath. im not asking for pitty, i just want to know how to coap, i dont want to let her down, she was all i had now i want to live up too her and all the dreams she had for me.

dont you just hate it when you do something and you fuck up soemthing that was going good? weather it would be a paper or a good rolled joint, or even in this case a friendship. well thats what i did, i just couldnt leave anything alone i had to tease. I have it now because we have this aucwerd thing going on and it pisses me off i thought we could really have a good friendship. GOD DAMN IT I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN I FUCK THINGS UP.

this test really expleains alot about me.

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What Kind Of Weapon Are you?

Knife
You're a Knife. People use you when they don't have a gun on hand... Or if they're full of rage. You hurt, a lot. People love you and hate you. You're needed and used for things around the house and in the kitchen constantly. Your whole existence is a catch-22. People need you, yet they fear you. You tend to catch people off-guard. Little nicks or gaping stab wounds, you're not one people like to screw around with. Shame on you.

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