Well, recently everything has kind of sucked, I've had my heart broken, I've had everyone walking over me, treating me like s**t, but finally, I've had a good day, first time in about a year, let's hope it keeps up eh?
Merci x
I'm getting really sick and tired of people trying to f**k me over because of what I am, so I'm a sang, big f**king deal, I tell a "close friend" - or so i thought - that I drink blood, but no, she can't bring herself to not be a b***h for once in her pathetic life, it's getting so hard to not kill people these days, it's seems to be one perpetual s**tstorm after another.
GAH!
Merci x
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You mean"want to kill" I doubt you have actually killed someone.
Don't be pedantic, what is meant by that is it's hard for me to control the urge to kill at times.
Merci x
Thats what I thought you meant.And no,I am not being pedantic.For one,I am no teacher.My mind is simply ambiguous,so I thought I would have you clarify your statement.After all,there are many here who talk a big talk,and are really nothing .
I read your entry and I cannot help but think about how others view self proclaimed Vampires.It is a shame really, but Im a firm believer that when someone can come up with some promising evidence that Vampires are more than a mindset/addiction then perhaps they will shut the hell up and accept them.In all seriousness though,dont let what anyone else says about it get you down.You just have to keep plugging along and make things the best they can be for YOU.It is sad when someone who you thought was your friend,turns on you.
Yes, it is very annoying and what really makes it worse is the fact she claims to be a witch, I mean, what self proclaimed witch goes out of their way to hurt people?
I dont know..many claim and most are weak.I have found,anyone who offers that claim are weak and are poor excuses for witches.But then witches are at the bottom of the ladder as far as magic goes.
No, This girl isn't weak as far as witches go, but they have their code, yet they do not seem to follow it, it's B/S.
A few days ago, a preacher came to me and said "You need saved young man, you are a child of god and need to be redeemed!"
Now, I being the Aethiest that i am, couldn't bring myself to listen to what this man had to say, so I walked off, but he got me thinking about things, as is normal for me, and I couldn't help but think to myself "If there is actually a god, and I am a child of god, then would god not get off his lazy ass to help out with everything?"
My point is, I wish people would start thinking for themselves and not take the "holy" word at face value, as we all know, there are a LOT of contradictions in the bible, so why must every F**ker and their dog believe it so completely? it just really f**ks me off!
Merci x
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Ugh.I hate when they do that to peeps.Its just plain weird and reminds me of the mom in Carrie.They are creepers and what always seems to strike me when I see them going off is just how ugly it is...how ugly it makes them.IF there is a God? and he is what they say? He wouldnt be ugly like that...his music wouldnt be ugly like it is.But thats a whole different topic.
Yeah, it's more the fact they will take their own history (dark ages, the crusades etc.) and will claim that they were not christians, it's impossible to have it both ways.
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