Today is as another normal day, it is not necessary a lot to count, the good thing is that in next days I will have a lot of work that to make and clients that to visit, so at least my mind will be busy and far from the darkness in those that he/she has submerged...
He was an outsider
They called him a freak at school
But this didn't worry him
He had always been an outsider
Wrapped in a veil of darkness
His secrets lay hidden away
He played the guitar
He learnt a few chords
And started to write his own songs
He listened to Nightwish and Within Temptation
I felt a bond, kindred spirits
He welcomed the darkness into his soul
Soon he would try to find a place in the world
He attended a few gothic nightclubs
And made a few friends
They decided to form a band
Their following grew
They performed in small gigs around their hometown
And then further a field around the whole of Norway
Soon they were climbing the charts
Their album went to number one
They started to perform at large festivals
The fans could be counted in the hundreds of thousands
This child was lonely no more
A hundred thousand kindred spirits calling out his name
So many lonely souls looking for a guiding light
All united in a moment of tranquility and enlightenment
Today I see it a little more of sense to my life, a friend needs of my help and I cannot allow him to fall, only this is what maintains me...
I hope at least to be able to be useful to him and that my life is not as useless as it is it.
I just want to found somebody to talk, how can understand my bloody mad mind ...
Im feel soo alone, the dead is next to my one more, trying to seduce me one more..
once more, one more fucking discussion, I am tired that she demanding me so much, that she believes that she can control me and that she can have me in the moment that she wants and that she denied me communicating with my friends...
I don't know what to do, I feel so caught between their screams and their scoldings... I don't know what to do... I wait that the weekend the things improve, or that someone get me a shot....
My world is a storm today, once again, a simple trouble that take out of control, this time, the results I believe that they are but you burden, I cannot still know that so much was what I affect myself, but that I know, is that every day I feel that my soul is fractioned but and every time, I find difficult but I work to join the small pieces of my heart...
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