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I was watching you sleeping and I realised, once again, how much I love you! I was watching you breathe and I realised that I was wrong...I don't know what I was afraid of...I don't know why I acted like that today...but I will try change...I will try find all the answers and what is happening with my body...and then everything will be fine...

You'll see...our wedding...nothing will be able to compare with that!!!! Because I love you and I want everything to be perfect for you!!!!

Today I had a rather unpleasant experience from some members high ranked and power extended... Giving all the things the site is going through and the fact that Cancer is working hard to make it run smoothly, I discovered today that a large number of my posts were deleted...Normally, I asked and got a response and also other complains about the posts deleting... That was ok and satisfying...then, i said this:

"This sucks donkeyballs!" (for those who are not fans of South Park or clever comedy, this phrase is taken from there...)...in my head, the tone was more ironic than upset, but something changed, because I was told imediatly to shut up and suck it up (not these words, but the meaning was the same) and re-post all that I lost (for me it might be easy, but for those who lost over 300 posts and level how will it work) and stop complaining...and so on, and so on, this by members older on Vr than me and with higher power...

This situation comes into addition to the closing of one thread I opened not so long ago, thread closed because there were contradictory opinions! It seems like some people are thinking that the majority of us is here just to obey, not have a different opinion and never complain about anything (for those who read and feel attacked, I am not the only one who thinks like this...there are many...)...because they have the power... I recently read something like similar in Cancer's Journal and I agree with him on that particular manner... getting drunk on power and acting "correctly" only with the people who obey or you know is not something to apreciate... it is just sad!

Just layin there, in bed next to her...That is love! Watching her sleep...that is love! Feeling her heartbeats through her body when you hold her closely...that is love! Hugging her so she can feel protected at night...that is love! Kissing her forehead "goodnight"...that is love! Just laying there, near her, watching the dark sealing at night, thinking about the future near her and planning your life so that everything you do will make her happy, no matter the costs...that is love! Crying while sitting on a chair next to the bed while watching her sleep...that is love!

I feel, I live all that! I enhance my knowledge and my spirit just by allowing me to feel more and more of that pure feeling that is love! I love her and I feel it every moment that passes, more and more, with a growing power that makes me feel that I can rule the world!

I feel it in the morning before we leave for work...I feel it at work, while writing in the damn observation papers, I feel it when I am down and all hope seems lost, I feel it when I see her when I get back from work... I am bad at expressing it, but it is there, it will always be there and it is eternal! Sometime ago, before the universe even existed, we were one; God was gealous and afraid that we might overcome him so he caught a weak moment and splitted us...since then I've been searching her through time and space, to be reunited...I have found her so God, be careful! Your time is limited! The force that unites us is the greatest in the Universe, it surpasses the edges of Universe and cannot be broken...Love is eternal, and for eternity I LOVE YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, MY ONE AND ONLY LAURA!!! (ANAHITA)!!!

The first three clips are with Carmen Gray, almost a newcomer in the Finland's rock scene. The clips are recorded in Stage Club in Sibiu, in the last night of Artmania Festival held in Sibiu, during 14-16th of July, this year.



Carmen Gray - Clip 1







Carmen Gray - Clip 2







Carmen Gray - Clip 3







The next six clips are taken during the H.I.M show, held on the night of 15th of July, during the same festival... I must say that their performance was way under expectations and both Carmen Gray and Amorphis connected more with the public and had a greater performance.



H.I.M - Clip 1

As an addenda, here Ville Vallo says in romanian "Black Sabbath" and what you hear is the actual romanian equivalent "Sabatul Negru"







H.I.M - Clip 2







H.I.M - Clip 3







H.I.M - Clip 4







H.I.M - Clip 5







H.I.M - Clip 6







Hope you enjoyed them!

Finally we decided to leave and the day came; of course that we weren't ready in time and additional, before leaving we had to go at my parents to drop some stuff there for my sister.

We said that we will leave at 10 AM, we left at 11:30... at first, Laura drove...didn't want anyone from the firm seing me behind the company's car wheel...

The road was ok until we decided to take a shortcut, to avoit the heavy traffic from Brasov City - that was a big mistake! The shortcut seemed fine until we entered a less travelled portion of it...there we didn't think we could get in one piece out...the road was terrible!

In addition to that, we kind of took the wrong roads in some potions and had to go back through holes and mud and stones... a real adventure, I tell you!

I drove in that portion...and took some shouts from Laura when I was driving with high speed and his some holes...eh, after two and half hours we reached the stronghold of Rasnov...one of Vlad Tepes's hideouts. There we literally took a step back in the history and watched it roll under our eyes... it was interesting and magical in sometimes...if you were really perceptive, in some places you could really feel the power of the nature and the force that animated the people who lived and fought there for the freedom of our country...

We took some pictures there, few of them could be used as postcards...we will post them in our portfolios or even here...oh, it was really interesting how we drove up there with a car with only 800 cm3 engine...but I did it! Cool!

After one hour (and 7 dollars spent) we left to continue the road trip... and as the road was getting even more dreadful, we abandoned the alternative course and took the main road...it was a lot better! Of course we missed again few roads and had to go back, but in the end we arrived at the hostel where we had our reservation...at 5:30 PM...

We checked in, pay the fee and tried to relax after the long trip...one after all, it was a nice day.

Not much to say about the first day...except for the stronghold visit and the driving...I love to drive! And the stronghold... for all you Vlad The Impaler fans or just history fans who want to take a trip in the real Romanian history or Vlad The Impaler's history, you should really see that! Also, Sibiu is a great city with wonderful surroundings... If you wanna visit, just say and we could make reservations at the hostel we stayed in...and offer some guidance.

Someone tried to hack into my account some time ago...since then, I am having problems accesing VR...it lags a lot, and when I try to search for unrated profiles it just stops...I don't know how to solve this problem and I am really upset since I plan on becoming lifetime PM...

Actually I am really pissed off!!!!!!!!!!

Well, what can you do? Stupidity is everywhere!

One of my Yahoo statuses:

Fuck God! Am I Gay For Thinking That?!