Today was a horrible day! It started pretty well but it ended badly! I hate my job, I hate everything about it and, somehow, I know I have to make it in order to provide food and shelter for my family. The depression continues and grows, and I am very close to the edge, to the point where I`ll snap... The problem is that I don`t wanna snap, beacause this wil mean a load of trouble, for me and for those around me...Uf! This sucks! No way out, just troubles on the road ahead...
I`m tired... sleep depravation... I have to learn to go to sleep at reasonable hours, otherwise I will not make it to the end of the post-grad study/work stage of my life...
Today was my third day as a Med Resident... God, I hate this job! It is a pretty big impact for me, but I hope that I`ll pass this "lost lands" in good health and that I`ll find myself, in a reasonable time of course, in a position from which I`ll be able to decide with no fear (fear will always be there, but I hope that I will control it) what to do and, best of all, what to do with my life. But, no matter what, I keep saying to myself: Keep Walking!
I´m still a little confused about the whole world that this site represents, but I hope that will change soon...
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