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14 weeks pregnant and damn I am getting fat! It's kinda difficult to imagine how a 8-9cm little fetus can need so much space...



I am so worried about if this is a normal size tummy for so few weeks, it feels like it's bigger than it should be, do I really eat that much? o_O











I am still feeling a bit nauseous... And just have a sense of discomfort all the time... I am still tired as well but not nearly as much as in the beginning. My boobs are hard... My lower back is beginning to feel a bit bleh... Other than that I think I'm doing pretty fine really...





Oh, and apart from that... Me and Yendor are finally getting married, on August 18th in Malta. :D



I am going there on June 9th and staying there until the beginning of October, then both of us are flying back to Sweden... I want to give birth to baby here and stay for about 3 months after it's born to allow my family to get to know their new member... :) After that, we have finally decided that I am going to move to Malta... for many reasons... Mostly because of the stability, security and comfort we'll have that... Also because I feel like a much better and refreshed person in Malta, it's really so different from Sweden and I love it.



That's the plan for now... Most importantly, from June we will FINALLY be together for real!!! I just have one month left of school now, a few more assignments to do, then I graduate on June 1st... Yay me :)





I hope whoever is reading this is doing well and is enjoying life as fully as I am.

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I am so completely drained of energy. All I can do is sleep, sleep, and sleep. I have no energy to get out of bed, no energy to even think about school... which I must do. *sigh*



Today is one of the worst days... I am feeling nauseous and throwing up mostly, in between dozing off to sleep... And there's so much that needs to done... I have no energy to care...



I'm hating being pregnant... I don't think I ever want to go through with this again.