Today has marked 4 years. I have grown to be stronger, found love, and realized the hardships of life. Yet that day still stands out in my memory.
I remember hearing the crack of the wood against my head. That was the last thing I heard until I felt that knife. The blade slicing through my flesh, the wires cutting my wrists, the animal look on his face. He took my innocence, my soul, and my trust. I had told him no. I was saving myself for someone special and he wasn't it.
At the hospital I made another mistake. I turned that magic pill down. Because of that I became pregnant. I eventually gave birth to still born twins.
During the court process he plead down and got only probation and having to register as a sex offender. That last day in court he turned to me and told me that he loved me. I wanted to kill him myself. He cut a piece of my flesh from between my breast and carried it in a locket.
Today has been a long day for me. I haven't cried and I think I will make it through the rest of the day without doing so. I spared most of the details because I don't want to relive them again.
*sigh*
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How about, the tree of life? Haha I suck at coming up with names but it is a very nice picture I like it alot.
Growing out of the mist of pain?
Might be to long... but its what I see in the picture. :)
*hugs*
The following are words that were spoken by a very intelligent man and musician. He changed the face of music in his era and was just amazing.
“Knowledge speaks, but wisdom listens.â€
“I'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life, the way I want toâ€
“The story of life is quicker then the blink of an eye, the story of love is hello, goodbye.â€
“When I die, I want people to play my music, go wild and freak out and do anything they want to do.â€
“I'm gonna put a curse on you and all your kids will be born completely naked.â€
“Music doesn't lie. If there is something to be changed in this world, then it can only happen through music.â€
“Music is a safe type of high. It's more the way it was supposed to be. That's where highness came, I guess, from anyway. It's nothing but rhythm and motion.â€
- Jimi Hendrix
Another shot that was taken with the leaf...Also if you know what to look for you can probably tell why I have to wear glasses....
Wootage. I just got back the pictures from a photo shoot I had back in December. The guys computer crashed so I was stuck waiting... Here are some of the pictures from that shoot. Mind you I'll be keeping some from view so I can play with them and mess around with them.
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Oooh pretty, I love the location too. did you think of your own poses?
The makeup is schweet, I love the edited one.
My own poses...Some of them were taken as I started to fall though. It was starting to rain that day.
OK, The pictures and poses are great.
You are lovley and come across beautifully.
But I have to ask..and please don't take offence...Where did you find that cool leaf? It is such a perfect addition in all of the shots you have it in and it just looks so awesome. Did you just find it or did you prepare it ahead of time?
I found it when I fell in the mud during the shoot.
I loved it so much after the shoot I took it home. ^^
Ferret is a lovely woman. I love the blue eye makeup. The location is wonderful, all that green. :)
This is my first satire I had ever written. I was in 10th grade and my teacher was so amazed that I went that far with it that she made me write more.
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wow! Stunning!
Love. And the shadow of you, on the water... is cool.
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