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I know it all sound weird,but it's true.When I was little,I used to sneak out of my crib,playpen,and my mom says I never cried.So yeah I was "sneaky" when I was 1,2,3YRS., 11 months old,etc.My mom says I never cried at all,I was a spoiled baby-anyways.....and when I was born,I was big.Also,my mom used to think I was psychic or something,because I used to wait for a train to pass,and I always knew the time it'd pass,so I'd stand at the window for half an hour before it passed-that's sorta funny.And that when I was small,like 4,I used to have an imaginary friend,that I used to see this friend all the time in our backyard on a swing.I also remember I use to see ghosts,or just mists or something floating around oir so when I was little,I'd wake up and see those in the middle of the night,or other things.I used to se alot of things,or feel and stuff like that.Sometimes I'd be afraid,mostly I wasn't afraid though.And I always liked scary movies,like chuckie and all,and I liked stories of unexplained,supernatural things,ghosts,witches,etc.I have always been fascinated with the unexplained since as long as I can remember.When I was small,as far back as I can remember,I've been interested in the dark things-not evil,but as in dark,like different from your "ordinary" little girl-pink dresses,pigtails,etc.I was probably used to it,because of my sister.I was mostly dressed in dark blue,black,purple and sometimes pink or orange.I used to have black nails because my sister would paint them.I have always been fascinated by things occult,secretive,mysterius,spooky and such,mostly myths,legends,and things from the past.I cannot read minds,nor anything way beyond limits,but I can sometimes look at someone.study them and feel what they feel,tel their personalities,or get a bad feeling...........only if their emotions are very high,I can't really explain,like if someone is really deppressed,and they're suicidal,very ngative things on their mind,or a really happy person.I don't if it's energy feeding or so,I just can't explain..But for some people I just get a really bad feeling I can't bear.Just a bad feeling,and know something bad will occur in their life.I am no fortune teller,but I can just do the things I do.Sometimes I get too excited,or when I'm angry as in furious,or deppressed a in I'm feeling it,and there's many things running through my head or so,mixed feelings and such,I lose total control of myself.I don't know how I do it,I can ,make objects move,o make something happen to a person,and I hate it because I can sometimes do something really bad to someone.I can see things in dreams or visions,or jhave flashbacks.Sometimes I hate it too bacause I feel a prescense,or feel when someting bad is going to happen-then it does.Also,in visions or so,sometimes I see them.They're all dressed in black,and kids.Kids.About 4,3 5,8yrs.old,and blood.Blood,blood,blood............Those sick freaks,they just do everything they're told.All just brainwashed.And then someone calls my name.I hate those flashbacks.