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My computer crashed,so I'm writing from a different one.I may not be on in a while.~Arella~/Isabel.

I broke up with Marc.not too long ago,and we haven't spoken.Now,Eva has it against me,that Bitch.At the beginning of the year she wanted to kick my ass because she thought I was going out with S ergio-which is plain crap.I used to be best friends with Joey and Sergio,and we were all a trio,just the 3 of us,so we were always together,and Eva's always liked Sergio.But now me,Joey and Sergio aren't friends anymore.I hate Joseph,and I haven't talked to Sergio in a long,long time,but I know he still talks to Joey sometimes,I think.Well anyways,Eva's always liked him and she thought I was going out with Sergio because we used to hang out alot,then her friend Ingrid[God I hate that bitch]came up to me tat time and started bitching in my face about Eva and Sergio and shit-so I started bitching back,then Joey stepped in and tried to stand up foe me,but Ingrid started trying to pick a fight with him,so that's when I stepped in because I used to like Joey,and She just plain pissed me off.Now,Eva's saying that she never really liked me.So I never should've gone out with Marc.,because Eva's his best friend,and me and Eva have never gotten along since that time.That was another reason I broke up with him,but I didn't want him to know that,so I just kept my mouth shut.And he acted like a goddamn bitch with me and truth is I think he wanted to break up with me anyhow,so I don't really even know why he even asked me out.He's the one who had started talking,then I asked him if he was asking me out,and he said maybe.Now he's acting like we never went out,and I just don't get why he had to act like such a idiot,and I heard he'd said he'd move on anyway eventually.That relationship started to seriously piss me off anyways,I'm glad it's over now,but I know Eva's going to use it as an excuse to start world warIII or something with me.I hate bitches like her.And Lilliana had asked him out while we were going out,so that also pissed me off.And what they're all doing including Marc.,is really pissing me off.They probably think they're doing it to try to make me cry or "scared"or some bull like that,but they're little minds,ways of thinking,it's bull,they're full of bull.If he says he's "moved on,"then why the hell is Eva trying to create a conflict with me????It's all bull.If he's moved on,then fine,I'll eventually move on,and I like being single anyways.This is the reason love is for the weakminded,in my opinion.How many people cheat on eachother?how many people end up eventually getting a divorce,how many get married like 50 times,or hate their husbands,wives,whatever,or murder eachother,or cry over someone and get seriously depressed,or commit suicide because of a stupid relationship,or get lied to alot,or something like that,or go crazy and trying to kill the dude or person,or whatever for lying to them?LOVE IS FOR THE WEAKMINDED.~Isabel~

It's over between me and Marc.I broke up with him yesterday,and I didn't want to because I really like him,but he just started to piss me off,really.He was mad at me so I asked him why,and he said because of something my friend said and he started saying he believed my friend,and then he said he" didn't know who to believe"..come on!!!!!!How couyld he say that?!How could he not know who to believe,-I'M HIS GIRLFRIEND.I feel like my heart's been ripped out,and I felt at that moment like my heart had been ripped out.And after all he said,he acted as if nothing had happened and there was nothing bad.Today the bitch didn't want to confront me at all,everyone was telling me different things as if I had done something-hey,I did nothing,and if he never cared,then fine.Why'd he ask me out in the first place then?When I'd hug him,he wouldn't hug me back,EVER.And we hardly ever hugged or anything,only when he felt like ie,and he acted like a real jerk.They say he feels like his hearts been ripped out,but in my eyes,it's

like as if he ever cared.So I just said to his reaction yesterday-you know what,I really don't give a fuck then.That's how I feel.I've had it,that was the last straw,and I'm fed up.Hey,I'm better off being single,even if it's for the rest of my life,because I'm not gonna be asking for forgiveness,or any of the "but I loved you"shit.There comes a time when you have to stand up for yourself,and you know what,I'm not going to,and never have let anybody control me anymore.Either he loves,likes me,or whatever,or he doesn't.Sure I'm gona cry,but I don't care.

My biggest problem is I have issues.

Today I'm 13.Yesterday I was 12 and 13 on the same day,officially 13 in the afternoon.Well,at least it's Friday.Today is Sergio's birthday,this otjher person I know,Israel,It was his birthday too,most of the people I know are ariens,I guess that's why I get along with half of them.I'm into the zodiac thing way too much...no......