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I will tell you this now, to avoid future confusion

that no matter how happy I may seem, or even 'honestly' say I am, the second I am alone with no one watching, I fall back into my head and I wish I were dead

Or wish someone was dead, wishing that I was the one doing it



and he says, “Well I’m sorry. I hope to one day I will make you happy.”



No one will

No one can make anyone 'completely' or 'forever' happy

Sad things happen in life whether you can say it does or mean nothing to you

It will get to you in any way it can, and when it does there’s no letting it go, we feel sadness the first minute we are alone as children and we cry

Because we don’t know what to do

Because we had nothing to do about it

But cry, and sob and feel pathetic, and hate ourselves

Everyone grows up with this

It’s how it is. Don’t forget that.

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samanthasprettycorpse
03:53 Jul 19 2008

I feel the same, you are not alone.

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