Today, I told the two people who mean the most to me of my secret. My 'condition'. After bringing both together in a group chat, and after explaining my depression, I finally decided to revile the rest of my story: the fact that I am a Psychic Vampire. I explained how my life had taken a turn for the worst, how my energy levels depleted massively. And the extent to which I had to go to heal myself. This was probably the most difficult thing I have ever done. Thankfully they both took it well, they accepted me for who I was. I won a major victory today. I maneged to keep my friends for another 24 hours. What challenges will tomorrow bring?
Hello there. This is my first journal entry. If you would be so kind as to read it, I would be genuinely honoured. The text below is a extract from my bio on my profile.
I am a Irish Psychic/Energy Vampire, recently realised. I always had a interest in Vampirism in general, and have, for as long as I can remember, been capable of feeling pranic energy. I believed it was a different energy, one living beings received from God (ex Christian). One night, I searched for articles on Vampirism out of curiosity, and discovered the existence of Psi Vamps. At once, I knew I had discovered something important, something that made sense.
A month later, everything changed. After a huge misunderstanding, and a disagreement, some fellow classmates (I am still in education) spread rumours, and long story short, I became a depressed wreck. My energey levels depleted, and I fell into a spiral of seemingly never ending pain.
A year and two months later, having since abandoned the Christian God, I have realised what I am. I am not your average Psi Vamp per se, I don't think I have a energy deffiency from birth, instead my circumstances caused a severe energy deffiency that causes me to rely heavily on vampirism to function on a day to day basis. Essentially, I amount to the same thing.
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MinaDracul
22:53 Sep 30 2014
True friends will accept you no matter what, flaws and all. They are true friends...Hold tight to them and tomorrow? Worry about it later. Tomorrow is always coming but never gets here....It becomes 'Today'.... Keep your chin up. OK?~Mina