as i think of how i longed for you,
on my beloved dark december day.
i remember what you said to me,
before you went away.
you told me it was over,
it shouldnt have occured.
you made me cry so hard,
even my speech was slurred.
you said you hated me more,
than youve hated anyone before.
you said "dont look for me ever again",
and with that you slammed the door.
i cried for days and weeks,
since you said it wasnt right.
you were a man of darkness,
i was a child of light.
so now i sit here nearly a woman,
on this dark december day.
looking for you, longing your touch,
thinking of everything id say.
im dark and cold and lonely,
but i feel warm and right at home.
for death would be a gift now,
that youve left me all alone.
you were my Prince, my everything,
and you left me here to die.
you could have been with me forever,
and ill never understand why.
you could have made me like you,
and lived together so long.
i guess you thought you were protecting me,
but my love you were so wrong.
so here i sit on my bench,
on this dark december day.
without my love, my vampire Prince,
my soal, my heart, my mind have all gone away.
come for me my blessed one,
the only one i care to love.
love me whole warm blood and all,
you are all that i dream of.
ive never seen you yet i have,
and your beauty hurts my human eyes.
my heart is aching my soal is torn,
yet you ignore my pleas and cries.
the night-the dark-i want it all,
the freedom of being with you.
i yern and burn and seek you out,
i love you dearest its true.
youve no idea my love for you,
theres no way to explain.
so make me yours forever more,
my dark prince-ill bite away the pain.
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