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This lie`s become a part of me

For months, I`ve played this game

Acting like it doesn`t hurt

Each time I hear his name



Ignoring what`s inside of me

Pretending I`ve moved on

As if the feelings I once had

For him are somehow gone



Spending each and every day

With happiness and laughs

Forgetting all our memories

Avoiding photographs



But last night when I saw him

For the first time since he left

My heart stopped for a moment...

I couldn`t catch my breath



When suddenly it hit me

As the tears started to flow

That even after all this time...

I just can`t let him go

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darksideblue
19:29 Apr 11 2014

Takes time to let go of some one

That's part of how you know you loved them

But you will get there

Better to be that way that be able to shut your self off at the drop of a hat



But nice wee poem

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paganwillow
16:30 May 19 2014

they say time will only tell and it will get better ! im not sure if that is true or not I don't think that feeling will ever go away always deep inside ! lovely poem :O)

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As I stare

ever so carefully

the darkness stares

right back at me

the heartless world

clings to fake

ideas that i

no longer make

my world was shredded

torn apart

as my world

so was my heart

i lost feeling

and became so numb

blissfully ignorant

of what is to come

the smile on my face

is forced by me

sorry to tell you

i want to be free

like a shadow in the night

invisible to all

i want nothing there

Stay with me a while and

Rise above the sun

Now. beneath, you see

Life left behind;

As we soar above the sky,

Say you`ll be with me, let

Moonlight flood your soul,

Freedom we can`t control.



Yes, you`re free, sleeping

Your dreams carry you beyond

Borders of my lost reality.

Now, you`ll lay with me

Sleeping soundly, you will

Find me in your arms again.



Together above the stars and

Forever at peace in Love`s embrace.

Although tears fall for you bellow

As friends mourn your loss



In peace, together for always

We are under the cemetery`s ground.

So many words go unspoken,

As we linger here in the dark.

There is a thing or two I wish you to know,

But all the words seem to slip away,

As you tenderly wrap me in your embrace.



Still I wish I could find a way to say,

I never thought dreams could come true

Yet you showed me that they do,

When you came into my life.

You set my soul free,

With every kiss we share.

That from the moment I saw your face,

These feelings washed over me

Like a tidal wave agaist the jagged shore.

Tell me you feel the same.

Tell me there is nowhere else you would rather be.

Then here at this momemnt in each others arms.



So many words go unspoken

As we linger here in the dark.

Trying to find a way to let the other know

How wonderful life is here together silent in the dark

I`ve fallen to the place filled with misery

I can`t escape for i still believe.

I try to run for i cant hide...

Please just leave.

All i do is make the best of life.

I only have one and i don`t wanna feel like am suffocating in life.

I wanna breath i wanna try to feel something more...

Something that would heal my soul.

Am tired of running, tired of screaming, feeling so numb!

Were you begging for me when i walked away towards all my misery...

I`ve fallen through a pit where no one can see.

We all try to just make believe! cant you see?

We were never meant to be... you left me alone came back crying alone.. life is to cold..

I held your hand nd took u to a different world.

Leaving you there so you could understand the real pain that`s in all our soul.

I`ve fallen. climb back up if you`re feeling left alone stop believing...

And hold on to the thing you loved the most.

You think its fanasty

you think its great

but when it stabs your heart

it also seals your fate.

Tears run down from

bloodshot eyes.

Your soul buried six feet under

where no one can hear its cries

Shes broken

and hes ok

then she realizes that

she cant live another day.

She tells you thanks

for the tears and broken heart.

The next day, shes on a rope.

He sees what he did to her now

Drove her to death

pushed her to the dirt

so her heart wont beat so the

words I Love Don`t hurt...

Anymore...

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fireant
16:26 Mar 20 2014

Love is like that sweetie

I enjoyed your poem always wondered if that's the correct word to use for a sad poem always feels wrong some how

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1vampirelover
16:43 Mar 20 2014

Thank you

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Passion of another one`s company,

especially when you`re used to being alone,

with people constantly laughing at me,

I have somebody I can call my own.



My bloody tears, flow from his eyes,

his words flow from my lips,

never to have to hear the lies,

for we`re sailing on the Love Ship.

Sing to me a dead lullaby. Make it sweet and make it sigh.

Sing to me a dead lullaby.



Of all the things past and gone, I yet hang on.

I swore to stay here and bare wittness to all that will come.

Now as I see what this race has done, I fear what has yet to come.

A place of peace is all I want. A moment of quite is all I ask.



So, sing to me a dead lullaby. Make it sweet and make it sigh.

Sing to me a dead lullaby.



I can not leave this forsaken place. I am bound by my own word.

Yet I wish to trun away from all of this, with hast. Alas I can not.

For then would I not be just as disgraceful as those I trun from?

I wish I could close my eyes and make it all disapper. But alas. . .



So, sing to me a dead lullaby. Make it sweet and make it sigh.

Sing to me a dead lullaby.



I could close myself away, and just wacth from a distance.

But no, I charged myself with the task to chage the out come.

So I can not let myself nor my hope to fade away.

I will do all in my power to make this race band toghter in this time.



So, sing to me a dead lullaby. Make it sweet and make it sigh.

Sing to me a dead lullaby.

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paganwillow
00:44 Mar 05 2014

:) like it x

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1vampirelover
23:27 Mar 21 2014

Thank you * blushes *

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