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was my day a cut very long and very stressful ah god bless me with a nice sleep

sittin in a cobweb corner.

trying to stay sober, sick of shit, sick of my wrist, wounderin if i can b normal for a bit.

hatein life, hatein my best, just waiting to get mess.

wounderin if my best can over cum my fears,

wounderin if my fears can save me some years.

hoping u can save me somtimes im doin anything 2 keep u a part of my mind.

hopin the good me can rise from the ashes and maybe cover up some scratches, if i could change, 1 thing, would 2 stop playing this sick game.making everyone around me go insane, feeling like im losing my brain. sick of lying and cheatin up my way, wounderin if things will ever b the same.nxt time, i choose a lane, it probley wont b the 1 that made me this lame. by sierra aka sia

im starting 2 cut and smoke again my habit was nrver broken i need to break it y cant i get help? god save me. father plz for i no wat i do let me have the chance to met u.

i want 2 fall n love soon i always feel sooo lonely now since like 7 months ago, i hope ill find some1 soon hopefully y must love b sooo tough? iguess i shouldve listen lord bring me someone soon.

i love my step dad. but evn though my real father is gone probley doing drugs i still wish i could speak to him. my daddy who i thought was a soilder is gone. he couldnt choose his kids over dope it was too hard it was his lost but i still miss when i was lil sayin daddy i love you and he smiles back. he did abuse me but then stop when i got the balls to tell stop. i have a brother and sister out there and they wont remember me soon. sad but i have 2 here. i wish i could just go back a couple of years. mom it is not u its me plz let me live dont ? me anymore its the way i am.

damn life is really complicated u got 4 parts of it happiness courage respect and love my love life seems on the record y the hell is god rewinding things i hope it will be in the end a good cause.its seriously feels like history is repeating itslef, and now im down 4 anything. i just need space frm my family and more time with friends.

im sooo fuckin sick of my mom wanting to change who i am. just cuz i dress like a punk and emo dosent mean im not pretty. she thinks only beauitful ppl only make it around in this world. now if she cant accept the me she sees thn no way in hell shell accept the other me. im soo sick of my damn family talking shit about my friends if it wasnt 4 dem i would b dead, probley