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Ive been feeling that lately... I cut my self emotionaly lately bringin my self down recently i dont know others can take me and my moods. it some one that i cared for to show me my faults i hate my self for it right now. I just dont know anymore. i dont know my self anymore. Im cunfused, deppress at the moment writing this. MAybe im just ment to be alone, i push ppl away. i hate my self right now.i hope this moment passes. i not sure anymore. I dont feel my self any more. I dont know what i am, im comfused lonley and angry at my self for being this way. somtimes i understand why but this is not one of those days. i mean i dont know...Maybe im just a fuk up looser right now... im ramping on my self, so dont pitty me i dont want it i want to be alone right now. I dont know what or who i am. im confused ..........