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So for the past few days I been sick but before that I saw Dir en Grey in concert. It was an awsome show and I love Kyo's vocals. :) Anyway I just have to say the fanbase for Dir en Grey can not get anymore annoying. I mean if you are going to be in the pit don't dress up like you are going to a club!! You can be a danger to yourself and others. Thank god I never managed to go into the pit. I stayed at the bar and had a great view of the band. Dang! It was amazing no matter how stupid the fanbase can be. Luckly there were some sane people there that I can chill with besides my boyfriend. ^^



Other then that my birthday was kind of okay. Just got presidents and that is it. I am going to the Monster Convention soon so it will work out for the best. Tommorow is the last day I work cause I get three days off in a row. Sweet!



Anyways hopefully I can get over this stupid virus or whatever.

I am not much of a journal keeper but I will defiently try with this one. My life has been going okay with bumps in the road like any individual may have. I mean I love school and work is well work but the people I work with make things a lot easier. My family life is typical insept my dad has a brain tumor. It is nothing totally deadly but it makes me sad that he has to go through so much to obtain better health. My mom is pretty much having attacks of anger and rage common with Metapase (or however you spell it). I think all my life she been going through it. >< I am 22 going to be 23 years old and she still yells at me like I al 14 NOT because I deserve it but because she thinks it is easier to yell at me then anyone else. I guess cause I don't fight back. I should start! br />


Anyway my love life is good I guess. I mean it is in away boring because I know I will be with him forever. For the last six months or so we don't fight and barely hurt each other. I guess it is a good thing I found someone who I can live with but still it is BORING. I guess like that song by Dead or Alive "I NEED SURPRISES", I always dreams of dating other men that don't directly exist. I do love him and I am at the age were relationships to matter and I am not 16 any more. I think what I should do is make it exciting. In the begining it was exciting cause we did more and maybe that is the problem... We need to go on some adventure or vacation or something. Maybe that will solve everything.



I have a tedency of solving my own problems by writing about them.



Well anyway this is just a personal entry. Hopefully more latter and maybe some poetry and stories. :)