Name:blutdurst Birthday: Oct 19/73
Your Fears: loosing my daughter.
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese, pepperoni, green pepper and Tabasco.
Birthplace:Hamm Üntrop, NRW, Germany
Current Location: Meckenheim, NRW, Germany
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: survive and stay cool
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Eye Color: pure toxic green
Hair Color:darkblonde
Thoughts First Waking Up: hmmm... SEXXX -DRUGS N ROCK´N ROLL - IN THIS ORDER !!!
Your Best Physical Feature: agility, speed, sexual stamina
Height: 7' 8"
Right Handed or Left Handed: i swing my weapons left handed
Your Bedtime: depends who is waiting in it -else: what is bedtime???
Your Most Missed Memory: the birth of my daughter.
Your Heritage: German,
The Shoes You Wore Today: good italian shoes
Pepsi or Coke: Coffee
MacDonald’s or Burger King MC Donalds
Your Weakness:females
Single or Group Dates: depends on where we are going
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee at home Cappuchino at friends
Do you Smoke:not while flying but else sometimes
Do you Swear: No, i am not rude. wtf???
Do you Sing: all the time
Do you Shower Daily: Sure who not? i like to taste and smell clean and fresh shower sometimes more than ones
Do you Brush your flangs? Always after Dining
Have you Been in Love:yeah
Do you want to go to College: been there done that.
Do you want to get Married: i am married happy in Reallife and here with Vampireslayer
Do you believe in yourself:i beliefe i can change all things i want to change only if i want to
Do you get Motion Sickness:hmm sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: Most of my friends say i am Hot and handsome.
Are you a Health Freak: Freak yes, health no
Do you get along with your Parents:not always
Do you like Thunderstorms:love them i run out into the wood and watch them smashing their power into the ground
Do you play an Instrument:i do piano.
In the past month have you drank Alcohol: hmmm.... yes BAILEYS
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NEVER .
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes unfortunatly not with my wife
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yes i was awesome
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: i don´t steal
Ever been Drunk:yes, by 4 bottles fine old chaddonay wine at friends - remember me not doing that again, and never forget the Vodka parties, Oh My
How do you want to Die: quick and dirty
What country would you most like to Visit: America, Transylvania again
Favorite Eye Color: Green
Favorite Hair Color:Black or Blonde
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: about that *showing* high
Weight: Favorite wieght? wtf? uhm... less than 280 pound
Best Clothing Style: black n white - not to intensive styled
Number of Drugs I have taken:illegal or prescribed?
Number of CDs I own: 250 or more.
Number of Piercings: 1
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:I regret cheating my wife but i learned from all my mistakes.
What is your favourite car brand? HYUNDAI
Do you like your name?: Yes, but only when called Karsten or Igel.
Are you named after someone?: Yes, my names a short form of Christian
Does your name mean anything?: Yes, it means "close to christ and being anointed." in latin.
How old are you?: 32
When is your Birthday?: Oct 19, 1973
What is your zodiac sign?: Scales
What color are your eyes?: I have "mood eyes" - normally they are brown, but they change to green when I'm angry. When I'm sad they're almost black.
What color is your hair?: Dirty brown which is starting to find grey mixing within.
How tall are you?: 6ft 2in
What is your race?: Human... though often debated. Oh, I guess you mean european.
¿Habla español?: No.
Parlez-vous français?: Oui, on petite.
Do you cuss?: Almost f'n constantly.
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: Nope, but this is a) because there's so many cool tats I wouldn't know where to start, and b) I'm a wuss.
Do you wear jewelry?: I wear 2 silver Rings and a necklace with a Jerry mouse sign (my angel Claudia
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: Nope.
Do you stand for originality and creativity?: Absolutely. I've been known to sit for it, too.
Do you skateboard?: No, but I like to watch the sk8r dudes crash and burn.
Do you study martial arts?: Yes.
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: Nope.. I enjoy every minute of it. Err...
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: Not really, no.
Do you take your anger out on other people?: I'm usually only angry with myself.
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: Nope, I'm really good at blaming myself.
Do you watch wrestling?: Yes, i love those drama on steroids.
Do you watch pornography?: I have been known to view certain cinematic flights of fancy, mmmyes...
Do you like biting?: When the occasion calls for it.
Do you like candles?: Yes, all kinds, but especially lilac scented.
Do you like incense?: Not as much as scented candles, but yes.
Do you like to write poetry?: Yes, I do.
Do you like to do your own photography?: Preferably, yes. I had my own studio.
Do you like modeling and/or acting?: Yes, i love people staring at me.
Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?: I don't like clubs; I enjoy hearing music, not drowning in it. And there's only one rave worth going to... VampireRave.com!
Do you go to many concerts?: Yes, seen Rammstein, OOmpH, GWAAR,Metallica, Slayer, Iron Maiden, Fear Factory, Slipknot,etc.
Do you like meeting new people and hanging out?: I enjoy meeting new people, and I'm not very reserved at first.
Do you like your handwriting?: Yes, but I write like a sick doktor, so I prefer to type.
Do you own a web cam?: Yes.I use it for Supervising others
Do you own a thong?: God no... yes but most of the time I wear boxers.
Do you own a pair of converse?: Nope... brand names are evil.
Do you own a pair of dickies?: What'd I just tell you? Eeeevvil.
Do you like being around people?: Friends, yes, others too.
Do you attend a church?: I have gone to church, but I do not feel comfortable there, because people try too hard to make you feel welcome. BUT IT is MY JOB to visit them sometimes and see their stupid Theater to hypnoze the mindless mass.
Do you believe in god?: If he exists he must be a pedophile sadistic asshole - look how many children get raped and actually we have more than 42 small wars on earth
Do you believe in vampires?: Yes, blah.
Do you believe in witchcraft?: Yes, boo.
Do you believe that you can be possesed?: Yes, but I still don't think that explains half the crap that happens to me.
Do you believe in love?: Yes.
Do you believe in soulmates?: Yes.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes.
Do you believe in love at first fright?:Yes funny crap
Do you believe in forgiveness?: Yes. Though I believe it is harder to forget than forgive.
Do you wish on stars?: Yes
Do you want to get married?: I am married. at this time it´s hard for us but will get better.
Do you want to have kids?: Already have one, I'm done.
Do you believe you know the person you'll marry?: I guess i can do some things she never recog..-.. yes
Do you ever get off the damn computer?: Yes. Sometimes. You know, when I'm sleeping.
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: To those that earn my trust, yes.
Are you evil?: No, I'm just drawn that way.
Are you a paranoid?: Nope, but I've got this pain in my right brainhalf of my body wich is telling me to kill you.
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: I obsess about my compulsions, actually.
Are you a violent person?: Only when I'm pissed off, kapisch?
Are you a virgin?: Nope.. not even a Rocky Horror virgin!
Are you kinky?: When the occasion calls for it.
Are you hyper active person?: Does worcaholic count too? I was a hyper kid though.
Are you religious?: Spiritual, yes, but by nature I'm an undenominational.
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: I have commitment issues.
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: Not on purpose.
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: nope- its so scary enough.
Have you ever played a ouija board or used tarot cards?: I have used both.
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: Pedro Alonso Lopez - search for him effective guy.
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: Heart attack while making love.
What is your favorite game?: Board: Carcasonne; Cards: UNO; PHASE10; Computer: ZUMA; RPG: Vampire:The Masquerade.
What is your favorite movie?: Underworld, Blade, FD1-3.
What is your favorite band?: I have an ecclectic taste in music, but when I'm online I love listening to Vampirefreaks.com
What is your favorite song?: have none, switched daily
What kind of books do you read?: I enjoy vampire, gothic, erotic ( LOVE ROBIN SCHONE), and humor.
What is your favorite color?: blue
What is your favorite food?: WAX BEAN SALAD
What is your favorite drink?: a good old Wine
What is your favorite animal?: small dogs and big ones
What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?: My eyes which change colors with my mood.
What is your favorite part of your emotional being?: My mercy.
What song makes you cry?: "when Suzanna cries" by Espen Lind.
What song makes you happy?: "Duality" by Slipknot.
What do you like to listen to before bed?: I need white noise to fall asleep, like the sound of ultimate nothing.
What do you like most about life?: The fact that no matter how good or bad one day is, there's always another day to try again.
What do you dislike most about life?: I hate people who treat females and kids- they should get killed ... can i do that ??.
What is on your pillow cover?: red satin/black satin.
What is on your coffee Cup?: I have many, but the one I usually love it the "don´t talk to me- i had no sex yesterday" and "all stupid but me" on it.
What kind of cologne/perfume do you wear?: I wear Blue water or Old Spice
What kind of clothing you're wearing now?: White shirt, a tie, black pants
What is your job?: Undertaker and hobby gamedesigner
Which finger is your favorite?: Left hand, thumb.
When did you last cry?: Can´t cry my eyes to dry anyways
What kind of car you drive?: Hyundai Accent 1.3 Tuned by myself, and a Hyundai MaTriX
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: Only if the live of my daughter or my life was threatened... and yes, that applies to the "yourself" part of the question.
Something you wish you could understand better?: Why people have to find reasons to hate each other.and PHP
Miss someone you haven't seen in a long time?: my dead granny and grandpa they died in 2005
Are you the center of attention or the wallflower?: center of attention - i donno why
Are you a daredevil?: yes i dare if you care
Do looks matter?: nope
Ever liked someone you had no chance with?: Yes, she´s not so hot but i am married yet
Ever lied to your best friend?: Nope
Ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you?: yes, been there, done that
Have a certain 'type' of person you go after?: colloquial blondes with a passion for life.
Rather be dumped or dumper?: dumper.
Rather have a relationship or a hook-up?: A relationship or friendship.
Are you happy with yourself?: I'm happy because I know I am true to myself.
Are you happy with your life?: Things could be better, but they could be worse, so yes, life is good.
If you could change one thing what would it be?: I wouldn't change a thing.
Four words that sum you up?: Unique, Crazy, Gentle, Attractive.
Cryxshadows : LEAVE ME ALONE
Leave Me Alone
Leave me alone- I'm a freak
leave me alone- make it easy for yourself
everywhere I go they all stare
I don't understand why they care
they stare at me all in black
and when I turn they stare at my back
all these things can't,
all these things don't...
let me go.
Leave me alone- I'm a freak
leave me alone- make it easy for yourself
everywhere I go they all stare
I don't understand why they care
and I don't want to be part of your world
and I don't want to see the things you see
can't you understand how I feel?
can't you let me be?
Leave, leave me alone
Leave, leave me alone
Leave, leave me alone
Leave, leave me alone
System Of A Down
TOXICITY
Conversion, software version 7.0,
Looking at life through the eyes of a tire hub,
Eating seeds as a pastime activity,
The toxicity of our city, of our city,
New, what do you own the world?
How do you own disorder, disorder,
Now, somewhere between the sacred silence,
Sacred silence and sleep,
Somewhere, between the sacred silence and sleep,
Disorder, disorder, disorder.
More wood for their fires, loud neighbors,
Flashlight reveries caught in the headlights of a truck,
Eating seeds as a pastime activity,
The toxicity of our city, of our city,
New, what do you own the world?
How do you own disorder, disorder,
Now, somewhere between the sacred silence,
Sacred silence and sleep,
Somewhere, between the sacred silence and sleep,
Disorder, disorder, disorder.
New, what do you own the world?
How do you own disorder....
Now, somewhere between the sacred silence,
Sacred silence and sleep,
Somewhere, between the sacred silence and sleep,
Disorder, disorder, disorder.
When I became the sun,
I shone life into the man's hearts,
When I became the sun,
I shone life into the man's hearts.
MEAT LOAF lyrics
"Objects In The Rear View Mirror May Appear Closer Than They Are"
www.OldieLyrics.com
The skys were pure and the fields were green,
and the sun was brighter than it's ever been
When I grew up with my best friend, Kenny,
we were close as any brothers that you ever knew
It was always summer and the future called
We were ready for adventures and we wanted them all,
and there was so much left to dream,
and so much time to make it real
But I can still recall the sting of all the tears when he was gone
They say he crashed and burned, I swear I'll never learn,
why any boy should die so young
We were racing; we were soldiers of fortune
We got in trouble but we sure got around
There are times I think I see him peeling out of the dark
I think he's right behind me now, and he's gaining ground
But it was long ago, and it was far away
Oh God, it seems so very far,
and if life is just a highway, then the soul is just a car
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
They are
And when the sun descended and the night arose
I heard my father cursing everyone he knows
He was dangerous and druk and defeated,
and corroded by failure and envy and hate
There were endless winters and the dreams would freeze
No where to hide and no leaves on the trees,
and my father's eyes were blank as he hit me again and again and again
I know I still believe he'd never let me leave, I had to run away alone
So many threats and fears, so many wasted years,
before my life became my own
And though the nightmares should be over,
some of the terrors are still intact
I'll hear that ugly, coarse, and violent voice,
and then he grabs me from behind, and then he pulls me back
But it was long ago, and it was far away
Oh God, it seems so very far,
and if life is just a highway, then the soul is just a car
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
They are
[Instrumental solo]
There was a beauty living on the edge of town
She always put the top up and the hammer down,
and she taught me everything I'll ever know,
about the mystery and the muscle of love
The stare would glimmer and the moon would glow
I'm in the back seat with my Julie like Romeo
And the signs along the highway all said
Caution! Kids at play!
Those were the rights of spring and we did everything;
There was salvation every night
We got dreams reborn and our upholstery torn,
but everything we tried was right
She used her body just like a bandage
She use my body just like a wound
I'll probably never know where she disappeared,
but I can see rising up out of the back seat now,
just like an angel rising out of a tomb
But it was long ago, and it was far away
Oh God, it seems so very far,
and if life is just a highway, then the soul is just a car
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are
She used her body just like a bandage
She used my body just like a wound
I'll probably never know where she disappeared,
but I can see her rising up out of the back seat now...
Slipknot
Duality
Push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes
on...
Aaaaaaaah!
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with
so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at
that I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what
I've gotta say And then I swear
I'll go away But I can't promise you'll
enjoy the noise I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like on big past
You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that
slowly stops the ache If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it! Pull me back together
Or separate the
skin from the bone Leave me all the Pieces,
and then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is
better than dream But I found out
the hard way, Nothing is what it seems!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I have to take Jesus, it
never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
All I've got...all I've
got is insane...
All I've got...
all I've got is insane...
All I've got...
all I've got is insane!
All I've got...
all I've got is insane!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I have to take
Jesus, it never ends,
it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
http://www.absolutelyrics.com/lyrics/view/slipknot/duality/
System of A Down Aerials
Life is a waterfall
we're one in the river
and one again after the fall
swimming through the void we hear the word
we lose ourselves
but we find it all....
cause we are the ones that want to play
always want to go but you never want to stay
and we are the ones that want to choose
always want to play
but you never want to lose
aerials,
in the sky
when you lose small mind
you free your life
life is a waterfall
we drink from the river
then we turn around and put up our walls
swimming through the void
we hear the word
we lose ourselves
but we find it all...
cause we are the ones that want to play
always want to go
but you never want to stay
and we are the ones
that want to choose
always want to play
but you never want to
lose
aerials,
in the sky
when you lose small mind
you free your life
aerials,
so up high
when you free your eyes eternal prize
aerials,
in the sky
when you lose small mind
you free your life
aerials,
so up high
when you free your eyes
eternal prize
http://www.absolutelyrics.com/lyrics/view/system_of_a_down/aerials/
Dust In The Wind (Kansas)
-I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind
Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see
Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind
Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and the sky
It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy
Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind
http://www.absolutelyrics.com/lyrics/view/guns_n'_roses/dust_in_the_wind_(kansas)/
me 
Your Cloak is Black The Darkness has consumed you. 
