no Light, but rather darkness visible..
walking..
waiting..
Alone without a care
hoping
Hating Things that I can`t bear..
Did you think it`s cool to walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you..?
Well did you ..??
I see HELL in your eyes..
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel ALIVE
Touching you makes me DIE inside
walking waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping and Hating
things that ı can`t bear!
Did you think it`s cool to walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you....
I HATE YOU!
From the dark..
I feel your lips..
I taste your bloddy kiss..
I WILL NEVER AGAIN FEEL YOUR SUN UPON MY FACE OR THE COMFORT OF A PRAVE
I AM NOT ALIVE & I AM NOT DEAD
THIS IS HELL ON EARTH..!
I am the elf of Darkness and Daughter of
the Night! I am not evil, though I can
be at times as everyone, but I am misunderstood and
I would rather be alone then hang in a
group. I tend to look at the half empty
side of the glass rather then the full side.
My power stone is an opal, as dark as me..
My color is black, the color of
the darkness in which I reside...
My Movies
- Eşkiya(highly recommended turkish movie)
- gönül yarası (tr)
- Nightmare before christmas
- interview with vampire
- fight club
- Queen of the damned
- Im julie
- Gegen de wand
- Underworld
- cube
- eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
- A beautiful mind
- Time of gypsies
- Va vie et deviens
- Mystic River
- Saw
- The shining
- american beauty
- shawshank Redemption
- One flew over cuckoo`s nest
- Devil`s advocate
- sin city
- forest gump
- three Iron
- big fish
- Lord of the ring serie..
So if you havent seen any of this movies, ı will tell you that you have lost much! I will suggest you to see as soon as you can.. and any one if interested in movies, please feel free to add me friend list , I will be glad to have conversation about movies and really be happy if you suggest the ones to me which worth seeing...
Name: Buket
how old are you:22
What colur of hair and eyes:Black hair, dark brown eyes
Where I live: Ankara
Occupation: Recently student at Hacettepe Universty
Department: Linguistics
What is the favourite colour : bLack , silver, scarlet..
any taatoos or piercing: I don`t like to harm myself, and believing I should protect my body
Are you a devil: yes sometimes.. As everyone.
Do you smoke : no
Do you drink: yeah
What is the favourite tv serial: desperate housewives.LOSt
Favourite group: opeth, Dream theatre, anathema, statix
Hobbies: I am collecting the best movies, and dancig (salsa is my favourite)
are you a paranoid : Yes sometimes..
Zodiac sign: Scorpio
Does the worl piss you off: quite often!
Final word: This life ain`t worth living..!
No-one is there
Now and then I'm scared, when I seem to forget how sounds become words or even sentences ... No, I don't speak anymore and what could I say, since no-one is there and there is nothing to say ...
So, I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone ... listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to, for something to share ...- but there is no hope and no-one is there.
No, no, no ...- not one living soul and there is nothing (left) to say, in darkness I lie all alone by myself, sleeping most of the time to endure the pain.
I am not breathing a word, I haven't spoken for weeks and yet the mistress inside me is (secretly) straining her ears. But there is no-one, and it seems to me at times that with every passing hour another word is leaving my mind ...
I am the mistress of loneliness, my court is deserted but I do not care. The presence of people is ugly and cold and something I can neither watch nor bear.
So, I prefer to lie in darkness silence alone, listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to, for something to share ...- but there is no hope and no-one is there
No, I don't speak anymore and what should I say, since no- one is there and there is nothing to say? All is oppressive, alles ist schwer, there is no-one and NO-ONE IS THERE ...
Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I'll never live down my deceit
She's in love with herself.
She likes the dark.
On her milk white neck.
The Devil's mark.
It's all Hallows Eve.
The moon is full.
Will she trick or treat.
I bet she will.
She's got a date at midnight.
With Nosferatu.
Oh baby, Lilly Munster.
Ain't got nothing on you.
Well when I called her evil.
She just laughed.
And cast that spell on me.
Boo Bitch Craft.
Yeah you wanna go out 'cause it's raining and blowing.
You can't go out 'cause your roots are showing.
Dye em black.
Black no. 1
Little wolf skin boots.
And clove cigarettes.
An erotic funeral.
For witch she's dressed.
Her perfume smells like.
Burning leaves.
Everyday is Halloween.
Loving you was like loving the dead.
dont you think about escaping ?
dREaM of escaping..
So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child this is not our farewell
This is not our farewell... (p.s. Loved it. thank you.. )
We enjoy the night, the darkness where we can do things that are not acceptable in the light. Night is when we slake our thirst..
A vampire lives in a constant state of desire and disgust. His nature often revolts him but he does not have the will to deny his indulgences.. There is a killing but there is also the pleasure , the sensuality ..The lust..
The sheer ecstasy of it all.........
