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My old description sugar coated shit of what i went through. Ever since the spirits came and i awakened every second i live is torture of some form at first just mental with the visions then my body began weakening since i refused to feed i tried to suppress it and forget it all happened i made what i was dealing with go dormant for weeks or months at a time but it reappears nd says hey fuck you i'm here deal with it ...embrace it give in. I came here to try nd find out that i'm not a vamp or possesed or any shit i joined a few other and began searching where i shouldnt of been. In most of the stuff i read and saw ...i cant even describe it i'm pissed off since then. No matter how much i wanted to everywhere i looked ugh why the fuck explain it to yall. yall dont matter nothing really does except now how im going to control this