Here are the basics
Name: Marvin Xavier
Age:: 32
Sex:: Male
Height: t: 5'7
Location:: Rochester, NY
Born:: Queens, NY
Heritage:: Puerto Rican
Tattoo's:: Yes I have one a Celtic water dragon on my right arm
Hair:: Dark brown
Eyes:: Dark brown
PARTNER:: Wife #2 , who lets me get away with murder and loves me still.. Don’t ask about wife #1 unless you are sitting down and ready for a long story!
Drink:: Captain and Coke
Smoke:: yep, but I’m trying to quit for the thousandth time
Piercing:: Used to have my ears pierced
Colors:: Black, Midnight Blue and Red
Likes
Photography, reading, writing, the moon, rain, vampires, thunder and lightning, wolves, killer whales, music, art, painting, road trips, dragons, mythical creatures, werewolves, pool, darts, volleyball, basketball..
Music
ICP, EvaneScence,12 Stones, Seether, Disturbed, Rob Zombie, Cold Play, Hoobastank, Stand, Stonesour, Godsmack, , Marilyn Manson, Placebo, My Chemical Romance, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Good Charlotte, Simple Plan, The Pixies, The Killers, Nirvana, Incubus, Papa Roach, A.F.I, NIN, Smashing Pumpkins, Garbage, Radiohead, Blink 182, Hole, Story Of The Year, Queens Of The Stone Age, The Used, Unwritten Law, The Cranberries, Triping Daisy, Orgy, Green Day, Gorillaz, System Of A Down, Korn, just to name a few :)
So now that we got the basics out of the way here is the unadulterated truth about me. I am married with a step son. I love them both dearly.. maybe I’ll toss a few pics up fro everyone to see. I have always been interested in the all things dark, vampires, werewolves and things that go bump in the night. My wife is to but nowhere the extent that I am. So I am here to learn, I am here to be me. So ask what you will and I will tell you the truth. In the beginning I agonized about what to say and what to put in her. But I can only be me even if I do not know exactly who that is completely.
What else do you want to know? I love to learn new things and meet new people. I believe that learning is a never ending process unless you want it to be. I have only been here for a short time but in that time I have learned a lot. I plan on being here a long time and learning from anyone who is willing to share. I will have questions if they appear ignorant please forgive me.
I love to read and I love to write. I am currently working on a novel about vampires. Maybe one day I’ll post a little bit of it. I have always found vampires sensual, there is something beautiful in the deadliness with which a vampires hunts and in the ease with which they destroy.
Oh yes before I forget I have a bad temper.. Although most people never know.
One more thing before I’m done boring you. There is a ghost, spirit that has always followed be form the time that I was a young boy. Why I do not know. It has been suggested that this spirit knows me. I do not know whether this is true or not. I do know that this spirit is often angry. I have agonized for sometime over what to say and how to describe myself and I have come to the conclusion that I cannot, but maybe that is because I am not completely satisfied or comfortable with me.
Yeah so that’s it me in a nutshell.. can anyone let me out of here?
Sorry I forgot to mention that I can be goofy..
Enter darkness. Leave the light.
Here be nightmare. Here be fright.
Here be dragon, flame and flight.
Here be spit-fire. Here be grief.
So curse the bones of unbelief.
Curse the creeping treasure-thief.
Curse much worse the dragon-slayer.
Curse his purse and curse his payer.
Curse these words. Preserve their sayer.
Earth and water, fire and air.
Prepare to meet a creature rare.
Enter, now, if you dare.
Enter, now... the dragon's lair!
More on me Like I said Last time I tried to write my profile I’m not big on describing myself, but just in case you were bored and wanted to read more here you go.
I’m 5’7” I’m 32 and I know for a fact that I didn’t wake up one day and say "HEY! I want to work for a bank processing mortgage s" who does? But let me tell you the paper cuts hurt like a bitch.
Yet here I am processing loans. I wasn’t given the choice to be a superhero or given x-ray vision. Besides it doesn’t pay the bills. So here is what you need to know – the basics. I wake up in the morning with a hard-on like every other guy in the world I shower brush my teeth and go to work and sometimes I even dress like this:
Yeah see how interesting that is? “yes mister or misses customer please send me a copy of your most recent pay stub and last years W2’s and blah, blah blow it out your ass.
Of course I’m not independently wealthy and my dream that it’s raining $1000 bills hasn’t come true so I have to go every day.
When I get home I get online and write and research for my book. Yep.. exciting. Glad you were sitting down for that.
yep me again sorry if I scared you!
Empathy
Vampire.
Ghastly beauty in your silken skin, your tomb-stone pallor
Ringlets of death about your ashen face
Eyes burning with unearthly fire
Your lust for life.
Rise from your grave to follow the call
Blood-lines engraved in your heart
Yield to a moment of desperate hate
To fulfil your love.
I have seen you many nights
Wandering alone in the moonlit streets
Following some scent
Of which I am unaware.
How often have I longed to join you?
How many times have I prayed to you to see me?
Your face is etched in my mind –
My eyes behold you wherever I look
I see your pain
The force that traps you
And I long to release you
Knowing that beauty and death are so close
Slender threads woven into the fabric of my dreams
Will you ever see me?
My vampire love
Will you ever come to me?
Let me share your life, your pain, your love...
We will survive somehow.
By day I sit on your grave-stone
Hoping that you'll hear the words I whisper
In your silent, weeping sleep.
My tears are the blood to resurrect you.
As by night I yearn for your perfection
And you rise again to walk alone
I wonder: will you ever need me?
Ever hear me?
Ever want me?
White-faced and solemn you creep through the streets
Preying on the miserable and alone
Feeding your own pain with the pain of others
Your victims cause you to suffer
More than you do them.
Rather take me – for I can cure you
Rather take me – for I can love you
Rather take me – for I can let you live again
And this eternity may be ours together
If you only come tonight...
Hold my hand and we are invincible
Life and death unite us in the marriage of ages
We are indivisible, indestructible.
Perhaps tonight you will understand.
You may stray beneath my window again
You may perchance look up and see me this time
And perhaps you will realise how I feel
My life is worthless without you
And the mortal world is a tiny place
Compared to your immortal universe
While I sit and dream
Of sublime pleasures to come
And thoughts of you haunt my mind
I will pray that one day soon
You will understand my love
You will understand my words
And all my thoughts will become yours
Once, for all, for ever
My vampire love...
me and my boy
really bad pic of me
my loving beautiful wife
