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I don't know who I am anymore, the last part of humanity has abandoned me, or I abandoned it. I am so out of touch with so called "reality". Where do I go from here, I wish I knew. The darkness my eternal embrace, beckoning me, comforting me, keeping me safe. Softly it calls my name, a moan in the night, whispering to me, the mist guides me safely through the graveyard.. and suddenly, I feel like I am home. Hidden away from the world, in a place where banished fairytales come to life and anything is possible. You're sweetest nightmare, a haunting beautiful lullaby.

I wander this earth, like a lost soul, constantly searching for something, craving it, not knowing what it is, however comforted in the knowledge that one day I shall find it.

It becomes harder to stay alive, when there is nothing left inside.

Lock me up...and throw away the key, enter my lair...

I am always alone, even when in the biggest crowd....

I am not an act, I don't pretend, I don't "dress up for weekends", this is how I am, always..... I am the most confusing person you are ever likely to meet

Music runs through my soul, I am a bassist looking for a band to join/start

Even now I still seek answers, to fully understand what I am, and to hopefully meet others like me