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for all you pagans and people who believe in guardians heres an exercise you can do to discover your power animal...

first close your eyes, meditate for a couple of minutes so you are nice and relaxed ( make sure your shoes are off so you can feel the ground)

then imagine a clearing , you can smell the greeness of the grass, the strong aroma of the flowers , theres a clear blue sky and you can hear the birds chirping, you now start to walk freely across this clearing and soon you aproach a forest ( it can be any type of forest just let your imagination guide you) let your imagination guide you to what the forest is like , like the birds chirping in the trees, animals running across the path ( can be any animal - you are not scared or alarmed you are nice and relaxed ) then you come across some stone steps - count to ten while you walk down the stone steps 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10

you then notice a bright while light in a courtyard - you walk into it -and for a few minutes - you just stand emersed in this whilte light you feel so safe and free- then you make your way out of the courtyard - you then notice a bush in a corner you didnt notice before -it starts to rustle and move about- and then a animal apears out of it- and the animal your imagination shows you is your power animal-

go 2 www.myspace.com/angelofthedarkness05 to see more pics of me :D

my former band mate paul told me to check out a band called dope- so he sent me some music - one of the songs i listened to was called burn and it fuckin blew me away! it was so awesome!- the song bitch was so awesome too!

as far as music goes- my absolute faves are Trivium, 12 STONES( rammstein and devil sold his soul!- i also like bands like him, slayer, a perfect circle,night wish, silverstein, atreyu,,muse, lacuna coil, breed 77,Dead Poetic, mudvayne,adema, ICP, cradle of filth, Outspoken, THE GA*GA*S, lostprophets, 36 crazyfists, switchfoot, fony, finch,muse, evanescence, slipknot, the blank theory ( they have split up now :( because the twins of the band wanted to concentrate on their new band madina lake who are awesome- but i still like them!), madina lake, system of a down, grade 8,

I have written a song called the pain remains- i have put it in my journal- its a song about how pain remains when someone has caused you so much hurt,pain and suffering: here it is:

The Pain Remains

Ten thousand times I have fought this pain, fought this anger
Pain is a part of life; it pierces through me and changes forever
It never allows me to return to my past, but to dwell in this suffering

I open my arms and let this sword pierce my soul and it breaks
It break my soul and my heart, it breaks the barrier apart
I let it burn my soul apart, the toxins are flowing
Through my injured body, I can’t brake free

(Chorus)

I want to experience the pain you put me through
To try to realise what is was that made you hurt me
Did you realise the pain you put me through
The suffering, the pain and the torment
The pain and suffering you put me through was like a dark cloud
You can’t ever get away from what you have become

This pain is like a cold cloud of suffering
Something that I cant brake free from,
I haunts me , taunts me to cause myself more pain
Like the pain you caused upon my life
But I know no pain will ever compare
To the pain that you caused

(Chorus)

I hope that the day comes, that you will realise what you have done
That someone will cause you the pain and the suffering you caused me
Proberly you will then realise what pain means
To be alone, with no one to help you,
I want you to feel the humiliation that you made me feel
The pain and the suffering you made me feel
You made me suffer this much pain; you made me endure it
You made me life with this memory, this memory of suffering
But now it’s your turn

(Chorus, verse 1, then chorus again- fades to end)

my fave films are THE LORD OF THE RINGS TRILOGY!( THE BEST) queen of the damned ,the exorcist, underworld

Iam a vampire,dark angel, a condemned soul,

RIP DIMEBAG DARRELL- U WERE A TRUE INSPIRATION TO ALL AND YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN

Iam kinda doing solo singing work- been told i have good voice- i dont know tho! i like singing rock/metal type songs xxxx- i need 2 learn how 2 play guitar tho x if any of you have any ideas/suggestions on any songs i could sing you are more than welcome to tell me :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx i need more songs to sing- cant keep singing the same songs all over again! x- i have now recorded a couple of songs- one of them is called annihilation- which iam quite proud of :) i have now written some more songs- one called black murder- which iam about to record :) If it wasnt for meeting and seeing my fave band Trivium at download i proberly would of given up- but they gave me the encouragement i needed

I NOW HAVE AIM! MY SCREEN NAME IS: QueenOfTheOccult AND MY INSTANT MESSENGER IS FINALLY WORKING! SO I CAN DEFENETLY CHAT ON THERE NOW!!!!!!!!!!

iam in the process of doing a gothic music magazine for my media project at college- and i was wandering if any of you who are either in a band or are a solo artist who would be willing to give me your permission- to use pictures and information for the magazine- i would be so grateful!!!!

I have updated my website- nothing much but still!-

Here is a question my friend put to me: If You Could do a song ( duet with) anyone in the world - who would it be?- and i gave them this answer- ......... Matt Heafy from Trivium because he is such an inspiration to me and it would be a dream come true to do a song with him

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True Juggalo
DUDE! you are a true juggalo, and hopefully you are for life. Thanks for the hard work.

lestat

Take the quiz: "What degree of cuts do you have? (pics!)"

5th degree: Heavy duty, near suicide cuts
Most of your scars are heavy and dark, thick with scar tissue, and ITCH like hell. When you cut, you get through to muscle. Bleeding is extreme, near suicidal. You're most likely scarred for life, or at least several years. Either you're very persistent and tolerant of pain, or you have extremely sharp and durable cutting tools, probably razors. The next step up is suicide (which I'm not making a level for, because to get it you would have to be dead). Good luck, man, don't let the addiction kill you.

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Yes....You are perfect.....
WOW! we have a regular Dracula on our hands! You have everything the sins, the girls/guys, the blood, and the mystery!yay! how i envy you...just joking.

iam in the process of writing a vampire/witch story any ideas would be appreicated ;)

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